It has been months since I blogged. I am not really sure what caused me to derail. I went and had a wonderful visit with my Aunt Twila back in March and didn't blog while I was there. It seemed from then on I stopped. I got out of my routine.
So, today I will begin again. Today was a very big day. Jeff and I celebrated our 23rd wedding anniversary. It seems like yesterday that we walked down the isle and began our life together. We now have three incredible children together and we love each other more now than ever before. Today was also Father's Day. Jeff is the best Father in the world. I am so thankful for my Daddy. He was a Godly man and I am thankful for his love and Godly direction in my life. He made sure I was in good hands before he left to go to Heaven.
Today we began at Church with Pastor John Meyer at Fellowship Bible Church of Venice. We went to Church as a family, which was so nice. They honored the graduates today and I was one of them. It was such an honor. We celebrated Fathers today and our 11th anniversary as a Church. The Church first service was actually on June 16th. They had a cake after the service. After Church we went to lunch at Sonny's BBQ with some dear friends Matt, Laurie and Nathan Phillips. Jeff, David and Daniel went to the movies and Jannine and I ran home to finish things up for Father's Day. The boys came home after a fun time at the movies and Jeff openned his Father's Day gifts. We had a great time.
Our family has been going through a lot especially over the last few days. David has been dating this young lady Lauren for over four years. They started dating March 20th when they were only 16 and still in high school. She was part of our family. I really thought they would always be together. Tuesday night David was over there, (as he always is) and came home so he could go to bed. That night just a short time after he left the house, she sent a text and broke up with him. He has been crushed. As a Mom, it breaks my heart to see him struggle with this overwhelming grief. I have been crying with him, praying with him, loving him and just trying to get him through this most difficult time. His Dad has been talking to him and helping him. Daniel and Jannine have been giving him extra time and love as well. As tought as it has been, it has really brought our family even closer together. David said he really got a lot out of the message today at Church. I was really glad that he did.
Tonight David went to the Tampa airport with his buddy Derrek. It really did him good to get out and be with friends again. He is going to be working on his relationships with friends, his work and getting focussed back on school and his dreams. Tonight David told me that he informed Lauren that he is done. He gives up! He told her that she can go her own way and he will do the same. He wasn't crying ... he wasn't upset ... he was strong and certain. I started crying I think from such relief. I didn't know how we would ever get through this.
Friday night I got a letter from a distance cousin and found out that her son (the same age as Daniel) died in a car accident. All I could think of was loosing my boy. He was so upset I didn't know what he would do. It crushed me not to be able to make things all better for him. I can't imagine loosing a child to death. My heart aches for my cousin. There is nothing that can be done to bring him back.
On top of everything else we received a letter Thursday informing us that the house we are currently living in is going up for auction July 8th. We knew it was coming eventually but was praying we had more time. I haven't told the kids because I don't want them to worry. I am beginning to pack things and organize things. Our family has been uncertain about our living arrangements for almost three years now. God has provided and I know He will continue to do so. I really don't want to move again but I know that God will take us to the next place we are to go. It is scary ... it is uncertain ... but God has us cared for that I am sure of.
As we are going through things I have been reminded of a wonderful verse, Jeremiah 29:11. It says, "For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord. plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Thank you Lord for your promises. Thank you that you never change! I love you Lord. Praise Your holy name.
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Friday, April 12, 2013
April 12, 2013
Today it is a beautiful Friday! The sun is out, however it is supposed to rain later today and my back feels it. Last night a dear friend came over and mowed our lawn. Our home looks so pretty on the outside. And I am working as much as I can to make the inside look just as nice. There is just something wonderful about having a clean and organized home inside and out. The same goes for us a people. Do you just look good on the outside? Are you all messed up on the inside? Have you ever gone to Church, heart broken into a million pieces and you are ready to just throw in the towel? But the first greeter at the door asks, "How are you today?" You then LIE, smile and say fantastic! Why do we hide what is really going on? Especially at Church? That should be the place you can share your heart and try and heal. Why is it when we are going through something in our lives we cry out to God. But as soon as the situation is over and we think we survived it, we take back over and tell God, "I got this!" But on the outside we try and ALWAYS appear like everything is just fine. We don't share our hearts. And others watching us wonder how it is that everything is always fine and beautiful. Little do they know inside our house looks like a tornado just went through.
In my reading I was learning about the Parable of the Lost Son. The son who had spent all the Father's money and lived wild and crazy. When the son came back the Father had a celebration. The son who had been loyal was angry because he had stayed and served and obeyed and his Father had never had a celebration like that for him. The father explained that the loyal son is always with him and everything the father has belongs to him because of his obedience and loyalty. He then explained he had to celebrate the son who had been lost, thought to be dead and is now alive and found. We get lost in seeing the people in this world being awarded. It appears that God loves them more, why aren't we being blessed like that? Maybe we should live like them ... their life seems better than ours. But in reality they are being blessed her and now. All that God has for US we will get in Heaven. I don't know about you, but those rewards sound a lot better than the one's we get here on earth.
Psalm 81 A call to obedience. In Psalm 81 God is just asking us to obey Him. If we rely on our own strength then God will just take His hands off and give us over to our stubborn hearts to follow our own plans. However, God is saddened because He wants us to listen to HIM, follow HIS direction and then HE would quickly subdue our enemires and turn HIS hand against all our foes.
Proverbs 13:1 A wise son resonds to his father's discipline, but a mocker doesn't listen to rebuke. I love this verse. If we are WISE, we will listen to our Father when he disciplines us and change our ways. We will have a humble spirit and a tender heart listening to God's call for our lives and direction for our walk.
Galatians 2:20 says, I have been cruicified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live int he flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
In order to have our inside house to be clean and organized we must remember that we are cruicified with Christ. It is not all about US anymore but all about HIM. Does He live in your house? Are you following and obeying Him? Or are you looking at people around you wondering why God isn't blessing you? Remember you are only looking at the outside of people's houses. You do not know what is really going on in the inside. But, don't worry about everyone else. Just focus on how you can follow God and be used of Him.
Today let God work through you so that you can be a blessing in someone's life today. And be open to the blessings God has for you today as well! Happy Friday. God bless you!
In my reading I was learning about the Parable of the Lost Son. The son who had spent all the Father's money and lived wild and crazy. When the son came back the Father had a celebration. The son who had been loyal was angry because he had stayed and served and obeyed and his Father had never had a celebration like that for him. The father explained that the loyal son is always with him and everything the father has belongs to him because of his obedience and loyalty. He then explained he had to celebrate the son who had been lost, thought to be dead and is now alive and found. We get lost in seeing the people in this world being awarded. It appears that God loves them more, why aren't we being blessed like that? Maybe we should live like them ... their life seems better than ours. But in reality they are being blessed her and now. All that God has for US we will get in Heaven. I don't know about you, but those rewards sound a lot better than the one's we get here on earth.
Psalm 81 A call to obedience. In Psalm 81 God is just asking us to obey Him. If we rely on our own strength then God will just take His hands off and give us over to our stubborn hearts to follow our own plans. However, God is saddened because He wants us to listen to HIM, follow HIS direction and then HE would quickly subdue our enemires and turn HIS hand against all our foes.
Proverbs 13:1 A wise son resonds to his father's discipline, but a mocker doesn't listen to rebuke. I love this verse. If we are WISE, we will listen to our Father when he disciplines us and change our ways. We will have a humble spirit and a tender heart listening to God's call for our lives and direction for our walk.
Galatians 2:20 says, I have been cruicified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live int he flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
In order to have our inside house to be clean and organized we must remember that we are cruicified with Christ. It is not all about US anymore but all about HIM. Does He live in your house? Are you following and obeying Him? Or are you looking at people around you wondering why God isn't blessing you? Remember you are only looking at the outside of people's houses. You do not know what is really going on in the inside. But, don't worry about everyone else. Just focus on how you can follow God and be used of Him.
Today let God work through you so that you can be a blessing in someone's life today. And be open to the blessings God has for you today as well! Happy Friday. God bless you!
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
April 10, 2013
I have really gotten out of my routine over the last few weeks. I hate it when I do that.
I am now in Joshua with my Daily Audio Bible reading. God tells Joshua not to worry or be afraid. He is told to DO as he is told and GOD will protect and provide all that is needed. Why is it we question everything God tells us even when we have seen first hand so many things God has done in the past? I wish I could learn not to question and just to trust. What does it take for me to know. I have seen His miracles first hand over and over in my life. Yet I still question what He is doing.
Life gets so very busy. I have three children. David is 20, Daniel is 17 and Jannine is 10. You would think that because they are older it wouldn't be so difficult. However, I am finding now that they are older it is more difficult. David has a job in Venice and a precious girl friend. However, I worry about him when he is traveling around, especially coming home from work late at night. Daniel has school at the high school, a technical school, online school and a job. I worry about him driving around. I am concerned that he get all his school work done. I try and keep up with where he is and what he is doing. Then there is Jannine. She is still little and I have her at home, but she too is getting busier all the time. They are no longer safe and secure in their rooms during the day and night. Many days I am left here with three dogs and no children like today. I don't feel ready to be home alone. I feel like there should be little children running around again. However, with my back as bad as it is, I know I couldn't do it. I try and keep busy with school and various projects just to keep my mind busy.
When things are too quiet I begin thinking about bills that I cannot pay. I worry about meals that I need to prepare. I worry that logisticly everyone is where they need to be with a vehicle or arrangment to make it back home. I know I shouldn't worry as I mentioned earlier. But I am human and I do!
Currently we are waiting for our IRS refund. I am waiting for my disability. We are waiting for a solution about our home that we owned. We are waiting to hear what is going to happen in the home we are living in. So much waiting ... so many worries ... so much out of my complete control. Our refund has been delayed because of an incorrect entry of an IRS worker. I have called almost daily to no avail. They just don't care. We did our taxes back in February and I was supposed to receive the money within 21 days. It's been over eight weeks now ... I still have no idea when or if we will get the refund. I was counting on that money to pay some bills and get caught up. UGH!
So, since I have no control I just must wait and pray. God knows exactly what is going to happen... I don't! So I try not to worry. I try to just pray and give it to God. Through all the financial worries we continue to tithe because we are instructed to do so. I felt very convicted about this issue in January. I have fallen regarding my Bible study and time and blogging. But the tithing has not stopped or been missed.
Proberbs 12: 26 says A righteous man is careful in dealing with his neighbor. But the ways of the wicked lead him astray. In spite of all the worry and stress. I have to be careful how I deal with things. I can't get angry. I can't get depressed and roll into a ball and hide. I just have to give it ALL to GOD and trust. Proverbs 3: 5 & 6 says Trust in the Lord with ALL your heart. Lean not unto your own understand. In ALL your ways acknowledge HIM and HE will direct your paths.
Remember to stop and enjoy the blessings. Don't miss anything that God has for you today and everyday. And remember to be tender to being USED of God today. Maybe someone just needs a smile or a hug from you. A kind word uttered from you might change someone's world. Be the light in a very dark world.
God bless and have a great day! <3
I am now in Joshua with my Daily Audio Bible reading. God tells Joshua not to worry or be afraid. He is told to DO as he is told and GOD will protect and provide all that is needed. Why is it we question everything God tells us even when we have seen first hand so many things God has done in the past? I wish I could learn not to question and just to trust. What does it take for me to know. I have seen His miracles first hand over and over in my life. Yet I still question what He is doing.
Life gets so very busy. I have three children. David is 20, Daniel is 17 and Jannine is 10. You would think that because they are older it wouldn't be so difficult. However, I am finding now that they are older it is more difficult. David has a job in Venice and a precious girl friend. However, I worry about him when he is traveling around, especially coming home from work late at night. Daniel has school at the high school, a technical school, online school and a job. I worry about him driving around. I am concerned that he get all his school work done. I try and keep up with where he is and what he is doing. Then there is Jannine. She is still little and I have her at home, but she too is getting busier all the time. They are no longer safe and secure in their rooms during the day and night. Many days I am left here with three dogs and no children like today. I don't feel ready to be home alone. I feel like there should be little children running around again. However, with my back as bad as it is, I know I couldn't do it. I try and keep busy with school and various projects just to keep my mind busy.
When things are too quiet I begin thinking about bills that I cannot pay. I worry about meals that I need to prepare. I worry that logisticly everyone is where they need to be with a vehicle or arrangment to make it back home. I know I shouldn't worry as I mentioned earlier. But I am human and I do!
Currently we are waiting for our IRS refund. I am waiting for my disability. We are waiting for a solution about our home that we owned. We are waiting to hear what is going to happen in the home we are living in. So much waiting ... so many worries ... so much out of my complete control. Our refund has been delayed because of an incorrect entry of an IRS worker. I have called almost daily to no avail. They just don't care. We did our taxes back in February and I was supposed to receive the money within 21 days. It's been over eight weeks now ... I still have no idea when or if we will get the refund. I was counting on that money to pay some bills and get caught up. UGH!
So, since I have no control I just must wait and pray. God knows exactly what is going to happen... I don't! So I try not to worry. I try to just pray and give it to God. Through all the financial worries we continue to tithe because we are instructed to do so. I felt very convicted about this issue in January. I have fallen regarding my Bible study and time and blogging. But the tithing has not stopped or been missed.
Proberbs 12: 26 says A righteous man is careful in dealing with his neighbor. But the ways of the wicked lead him astray. In spite of all the worry and stress. I have to be careful how I deal with things. I can't get angry. I can't get depressed and roll into a ball and hide. I just have to give it ALL to GOD and trust. Proverbs 3: 5 & 6 says Trust in the Lord with ALL your heart. Lean not unto your own understand. In ALL your ways acknowledge HIM and HE will direct your paths.
Remember to stop and enjoy the blessings. Don't miss anything that God has for you today and everyday. And remember to be tender to being USED of God today. Maybe someone just needs a smile or a hug from you. A kind word uttered from you might change someone's world. Be the light in a very dark world.
God bless and have a great day! <3
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
April 2, 2013
Okay, so how did we get to April already? I have been so out of my schedule. I haven't been listening to my Daily Audio Bible, doing my devotions or writing my blog. UGH! That is so terrible. I hate it when life gets way to hectic.
The last college course I just finished really overwhelmed me. But, praise the Lord, I still ended with an A in the class. I thought I had this week off for Spring Break only to discover that there is no Spring Break. Oh well, I will survive.
Some really exciting things have happened since I wrote last. On March 23rd I had the honor of going to a gender reveal. It was an amazing experience. Let me go back and explain the history of this event. My best friend Donna Stewart and I have known each other for over 23 years. Her first husband David was a best friend of my husband Jeff. When Jeff and I got engaged he wanted me to meet them. The day he brought me to Marina West in Sarasota, David and Donna had just found out they were going to have a baby. Their first son was born on April 12, 1990. I wasn't in the room for his birth because Donna had a c-section. He was born just before our wedding on June 16, 1990. The baby was named David Justin and we called him DJ. His daddy Dave was our best man in the wedding. Donna dressed DJ in a onsie that looked like a tux with tails. It was adorable. Our friendship blossomed into more than just friends. We felt more like sisters and we did everything together. My father died suddenly on July 13, 1990 and Donna was there with me through it all. Our friendship just continued to grow and we celebrated together, morned together, laughed together and so on. So, being able to be there to find out what her first grandchild was going to be was just another thing we had done together. We found out that Davey and Erika are having a little girl. Her name is going to be Daisy Meadows. The other part of this excitement is that Erika has a younger brother named Jimmie. And Jimmy and Kate are due to have a baby four days later than Erika and David. Kate and Jimmy found out they are having a little boy. Jimmy and David have been friends since 9th grade so it is one big happy and loving family. I am so excited that I am going to be a great Auntie again.
We had a wonderful Easter celebration this last Sunday. I love going to our Church each week and especially on Holidays such as Easter. Unfortunately, our boys weren't able to join us this Easter because of their jobs. This was the first Easter without my entire family being together. We still had a wonderful day celebrating the resurrection of our Lord and Savior. We had lunch together with our Church family and then came home and rested.
Yesterday the kids didn't have school so Jannine and I hung out with our friends Becky and Jessica. We went to the fountains in Venice and watched the kids play. Then we were to the ice cream shop and had a nice cold ice cream after sitting in the sun. It was a wonderful and relaxing day. I love down days like that. Everyone needs to stop and take a break once in a while.
Everyone needs to stop and recharge. That has been what I have been missing the last few weeks not spending time in God's Word. God's Word reaches into our hearts and comforts us, disciplines us, guides us and it is our counsel with Him that we need each and every day.
So, today I am back on track spending time in God's Word and blogging. Dear Lord, please forgive me for letting time get away from me. Please forgive me for not giving You the time you deserve. Thank you Lord for all the blessings in my life. Thank you for the family and friends You have surrounded me with. Thank you Lord for loving me even when I don't deserve it. Thank you for protecting our family and providing for us.
Have a wonderful day and remember to stop and enjoy the blessings God has for you today. Oh, and don't forget to be a blessing to someone else today. It's better to give than receive. God bless you.
The last college course I just finished really overwhelmed me. But, praise the Lord, I still ended with an A in the class. I thought I had this week off for Spring Break only to discover that there is no Spring Break. Oh well, I will survive.
Some really exciting things have happened since I wrote last. On March 23rd I had the honor of going to a gender reveal. It was an amazing experience. Let me go back and explain the history of this event. My best friend Donna Stewart and I have known each other for over 23 years. Her first husband David was a best friend of my husband Jeff. When Jeff and I got engaged he wanted me to meet them. The day he brought me to Marina West in Sarasota, David and Donna had just found out they were going to have a baby. Their first son was born on April 12, 1990. I wasn't in the room for his birth because Donna had a c-section. He was born just before our wedding on June 16, 1990. The baby was named David Justin and we called him DJ. His daddy Dave was our best man in the wedding. Donna dressed DJ in a onsie that looked like a tux with tails. It was adorable. Our friendship blossomed into more than just friends. We felt more like sisters and we did everything together. My father died suddenly on July 13, 1990 and Donna was there with me through it all. Our friendship just continued to grow and we celebrated together, morned together, laughed together and so on. So, being able to be there to find out what her first grandchild was going to be was just another thing we had done together. We found out that Davey and Erika are having a little girl. Her name is going to be Daisy Meadows. The other part of this excitement is that Erika has a younger brother named Jimmie. And Jimmy and Kate are due to have a baby four days later than Erika and David. Kate and Jimmy found out they are having a little boy. Jimmy and David have been friends since 9th grade so it is one big happy and loving family. I am so excited that I am going to be a great Auntie again.
We had a wonderful Easter celebration this last Sunday. I love going to our Church each week and especially on Holidays such as Easter. Unfortunately, our boys weren't able to join us this Easter because of their jobs. This was the first Easter without my entire family being together. We still had a wonderful day celebrating the resurrection of our Lord and Savior. We had lunch together with our Church family and then came home and rested.
Yesterday the kids didn't have school so Jannine and I hung out with our friends Becky and Jessica. We went to the fountains in Venice and watched the kids play. Then we were to the ice cream shop and had a nice cold ice cream after sitting in the sun. It was a wonderful and relaxing day. I love down days like that. Everyone needs to stop and take a break once in a while.
Everyone needs to stop and recharge. That has been what I have been missing the last few weeks not spending time in God's Word. God's Word reaches into our hearts and comforts us, disciplines us, guides us and it is our counsel with Him that we need each and every day.
So, today I am back on track spending time in God's Word and blogging. Dear Lord, please forgive me for letting time get away from me. Please forgive me for not giving You the time you deserve. Thank you Lord for all the blessings in my life. Thank you for the family and friends You have surrounded me with. Thank you Lord for loving me even when I don't deserve it. Thank you for protecting our family and providing for us.
Have a wonderful day and remember to stop and enjoy the blessings God has for you today. Oh, and don't forget to be a blessing to someone else today. It's better to give than receive. God bless you.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
March 20, 2013
Happy Wednesday morning. It's also the first day of Spring. So, the first day of Spring is full of rain, thunder and a little lightening. I guess the flowers needed some water. I love watching the rain, however, it does nothing for my back pain. So, today I will rest and let the back heal. I have a lot of computer work to get done anyway so its okay.
I listened to my Daily Audio Bible program again today. It's nice getting back into the swing of things. I missed this while I was gone. it's amazing how quickly we can get distracted from the important things in life. Going to Steinhatchee was incredible. Not only did I enjoy the time with Aunt Twila, but also the time watching the beauty God created. I was so relaxed there. The only thing that could have made it better was if Jeff and David could have joined us.
This is a picture of the river right behind my cousins home. It was so nice and cool. When I sat outside I could hear the birds singing. The dogs were running around and jumping into the river. It was so peaceful and relaxing. I wondered if this was what the Garden of Eden might have been like. I certainly didn't want to leave. I took tons of pictures because I just couldn't get enough. The time went by much too fast. I can't wait to go back.
Today's verse is Phillippians 1:27. It says, Only let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that whether I come and see you or am absent, I may hear of you that you are standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving side by side for the faith of the gospel.
Proverbs 11:20-21 says, "Those of crooked heart are an abomination to the Lord, but those of bleameless ways are His delight. Be assured, an evil person will not go unpunished, but the offspring of the righteous will be delivered.
Those verses really touched me today. As we struggle to survive day by day I often wonder if God has forgotten us. In my heart I know He hasn't. But then I think about the people that I know are doing wrong and yet it seems they are doing well in life while we struggle. In Phillippains God clearly says we are to live right and do HIS will even when we think He isn't looking. And in Proverbs He says that those who are cheaters are living wrong will be PUNISHED! But those of us who continue to life RIGHT and do HIS will are His delight and will be delivered. Jeff used to have an employee that would almost daily say, "If ya ain't cheating; ya ain't trying." As a human I can understand why someone would feel that way. But as a child of the King I need to remember that God wants us to do right at all costs and we are to survive and make Him proud of us. I want to be used of God in any way He wants.
I am thankful for the blessings in my life. I am thankful for a husband who loves the Lord. He works hard and does what is right even when it seems how unfair he is often treated. I am thankful for three beautiful chidlren who love the Lord and are learning to do right. They aren't perfect but they are God's children given to Jeff and I to raise and love while here on earth. As Hawk used to say, "When God gives you a child, it is your DUTY to raise them to love the Lord and get them back to Heaven when their work here on earth is done." I am thankful for a home to live in that GOD provided. I am thankful for the ability to do what I can. I wish I could do more but if I could I don't know if I would have built the relationship I now have with God and my children. Life is hard but GOD is so good.
God provides a a shiny North Star for us to follow. We are to read His Word, pray daily and be sensitive to His direction. We have been given the Holy Spirit to guide us, we just need to listen - STOP TALKING and listen. Sitting by the river, I could hear God's creations. I could enjoy peace like none I had ever experienced. I need to find that peace no matter where I am.
I need to stop trying to figure things out and just STOP and LISTEN! God has our lives all planned out for us. We don't need to fix anything or show God what needs to happen next. We need to just follow, obey, pray and be thankful for all He is doing. One of my favorite Pastor's is Pastor Wally Metts. He was an amazing man of God. He used to tell us that if life was going smooth then we weren't doing something right. Because when we are doing what God wants and following His will it makes the devil mad and he will work overtime to derail us.
Dear Heavenly Father, I rebuke satan and all his terrible lies. I pray Lord for a hedge of protection around me and my family. Lord, please keep my heart sensitive to Your leading. I want to follow You in every step I take. Thank you for your protection and provisions. You bless us above and beyond what we deserve. We deserve NOTHING and yet you care for us and provide all we need plus more. I ask that You use me to do whatever You want me to do. Thank You for my life. I praise You!!!
In Jesus name Amen!
I listened to my Daily Audio Bible program again today. It's nice getting back into the swing of things. I missed this while I was gone. it's amazing how quickly we can get distracted from the important things in life. Going to Steinhatchee was incredible. Not only did I enjoy the time with Aunt Twila, but also the time watching the beauty God created. I was so relaxed there. The only thing that could have made it better was if Jeff and David could have joined us.
This is a picture of one of the beautiful sunsets at the end of the river where it joins the Gulf. God makes the most beautiful pictures, doesn't He?
Today's verse is Phillippians 1:27. It says, Only let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that whether I come and see you or am absent, I may hear of you that you are standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving side by side for the faith of the gospel.
Proverbs 11:20-21 says, "Those of crooked heart are an abomination to the Lord, but those of bleameless ways are His delight. Be assured, an evil person will not go unpunished, but the offspring of the righteous will be delivered.
Those verses really touched me today. As we struggle to survive day by day I often wonder if God has forgotten us. In my heart I know He hasn't. But then I think about the people that I know are doing wrong and yet it seems they are doing well in life while we struggle. In Phillippains God clearly says we are to live right and do HIS will even when we think He isn't looking. And in Proverbs He says that those who are cheaters are living wrong will be PUNISHED! But those of us who continue to life RIGHT and do HIS will are His delight and will be delivered. Jeff used to have an employee that would almost daily say, "If ya ain't cheating; ya ain't trying." As a human I can understand why someone would feel that way. But as a child of the King I need to remember that God wants us to do right at all costs and we are to survive and make Him proud of us. I want to be used of God in any way He wants.
I am thankful for the blessings in my life. I am thankful for a husband who loves the Lord. He works hard and does what is right even when it seems how unfair he is often treated. I am thankful for three beautiful chidlren who love the Lord and are learning to do right. They aren't perfect but they are God's children given to Jeff and I to raise and love while here on earth. As Hawk used to say, "When God gives you a child, it is your DUTY to raise them to love the Lord and get them back to Heaven when their work here on earth is done." I am thankful for a home to live in that GOD provided. I am thankful for the ability to do what I can. I wish I could do more but if I could I don't know if I would have built the relationship I now have with God and my children. Life is hard but GOD is so good.
God provides a a shiny North Star for us to follow. We are to read His Word, pray daily and be sensitive to His direction. We have been given the Holy Spirit to guide us, we just need to listen - STOP TALKING and listen. Sitting by the river, I could hear God's creations. I could enjoy peace like none I had ever experienced. I need to find that peace no matter where I am.
I need to stop trying to figure things out and just STOP and LISTEN! God has our lives all planned out for us. We don't need to fix anything or show God what needs to happen next. We need to just follow, obey, pray and be thankful for all He is doing. One of my favorite Pastor's is Pastor Wally Metts. He was an amazing man of God. He used to tell us that if life was going smooth then we weren't doing something right. Because when we are doing what God wants and following His will it makes the devil mad and he will work overtime to derail us.
Dear Heavenly Father, I rebuke satan and all his terrible lies. I pray Lord for a hedge of protection around me and my family. Lord, please keep my heart sensitive to Your leading. I want to follow You in every step I take. Thank you for your protection and provisions. You bless us above and beyond what we deserve. We deserve NOTHING and yet you care for us and provide all we need plus more. I ask that You use me to do whatever You want me to do. Thank You for my life. I praise You!!!
In Jesus name Amen!
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
March 19, 2013
Wow, how time does fly. I haven't written in over a week. Once again life got way too busy. I hate that when time flies by. I work so hard to make time for God each day and once again I got caught up in life...UGH!
So last Monday, March 11, 2013 I turned 44! It was a wonderful day of celebration. David, Daniel and Jannine took me out to lunch at Mango Bistro. I so enjoy spending quality time with my children. Jeff was taking a walk at lunch and even stopped in for a quick visit. Then we had to get home so Daniel could get to work. This was the first day of spring break for the kids. After we got home I continued to pack for our trip to see Aunt Twila. When Jeff got home from work he took Jannine and I out to dinner at Outback. I feel so unworthy of all this attention. My family is so good to me. When we returned home I again focussed on packing. David and Lauren were at the house upon our return. I walked into a cake with a large 27 on top lit! I asked what the 27 was for. David laughed and said it was the 17th anniversary of my 27th birthday! He cracks me up. We had cake and enjoyed visiting. Tuesday morning we all got up early. Jeff went to work, David got ready for work and Jannine, Daniel and I loaded the car to head to Aunt Twila's. We had to stop at the Sarasota Airport so I could renew my ID badge. We grabbed some lunch via the drive thru and were finally headed north about 11am. The drive was gorgeous. As we reached Ocala the roads began to be a little hilly and just pretty. We finally arrived at Scott and Jody's house at 4:30pm. Jody was at the dentist office so it was just Scott, Twila and I plus the kids for a while. I found her sitting on the couch looking at me as though I was a stranger. It broke my heart that she didn't know me. But it didn't really matter because I knew her and was glad to see her. Later Jody came home and we made supper. They live in a beautiful area called Steinhatchee, FL. Their home is located on a river. It is so peaceful there. I wish I would have taken time to go and sit by the river, blog and read my Bible, but I didn't. We stayed up late visiting each night and then slept in. The first night I was there we looked through old pictures. Aunt Twila knew everyone in the pictures and told us about them. It's sad that she can't remember the current time. She seemed happy knowing people in the pictures. It's like we had her back for a short time. Much of her day is filled with anxiety. She just wants to help, she wants to please and she wants to not be alone. Putting her to bed at night was always sad. She would question where everyone was going to sleep like a child. She would repeat, "oh dear" as she would worry about what she was supposed to do or where she was supposed to be. She would even cry when putting her to bed at night.
As our time carried on she seemed to remember me once in a while. Three or four times while we were there she called me by my name. I loved it when she said my name. She seem to think that Jannine was me. She has long hair like I did when I was little and she looks a lot like I did. We sang a song together called, "Supper Time" later that evening. She and my Mom used to sing that song all the time when they were kids. When I was about Jannine's age, they taught it to me. Aunt Twila and I sang it together at Mom's funeral. She remembered all the words and sang along just beautifully. She has perfect harmony. Jannine took the video camera and recorded us singing for a while. Then I took my cell phone and recorded us talking and singing for a while after that. She just kept singing that same song all night long after that.
She doesn't remember that Mom is gone. She doesn't remember that she was married to Uncle Kenny. She doesn't remember my husband or my kids. She doesn't remember living in Georgia. She doesn't know what year it is or where she is. She doesn't know Jody who takes care of her every day. It's so sad what Alzheimers takes away from a person. As Mrs. Nancy Regan said, "Alzheimers is a slow goodbye." It makes me wish I had gotten up there sooner. I so badly wanted her to remember me. I longed for her to just remember me a little bit. I would go to bed at night and cry. She is physically very healthy but mentally gone. She has to be instructed to do everything.
We stayed from Tuesday, March 12 until Friday morning March 15th. I was so thankful for that time. We left at 10am and pulled into our driveway at 3:30pm. Poor Daniel needed to be at work at 4pm. That is calling it just a little too close. But we made it. I can't wait to go back and see her more. Thankfully she is nice. She just wants to serve and be helpful. I pray for Jody and Scott every day. She is a lot to take care of and they do it with such joy. They are good to her. She is happy and that is all that matters.
I have been waiting for our IRS refund to hit the bank. Yesterday I called to see what was the delay. I found out that my SSN had been flagged as identify theft. They informed me it could be another 6 - 10 weeks before they got it figured out. It put me into a tail spin. We are so tight financially. I was counting on the money to cover my trip to see Aunt Twila. I spent time crying to God asking Him why. I have been trying to be good. I have been paying our tithe. But, I hadn't been spending time with God. So, I don't know if that is why but it has been delayed. I called again today and feel like we have got a solution to the situation but she said not to expect it much before April 8th at least. I do not know the reason for the delay but I have to realize that God is in control and He didn't say oops! He is in control.
So, today I feel God is teaching me to ALWAYS wait on God. He is in control and HE will take care of everything. I have to stop and look for the blessings in each day and I have to be a blessing to others God puts in my life.
Thank you God for allowing me to visit with Aunt Twila. Thank you God for Scott and Jody who are able to care for her. Please God allow Aunt Twila to be comforted and peaceful as she lives out the rest of her life.
So, I will write again tomorrow. Have a blessed day!
So last Monday, March 11, 2013 I turned 44! It was a wonderful day of celebration. David, Daniel and Jannine took me out to lunch at Mango Bistro. I so enjoy spending quality time with my children. Jeff was taking a walk at lunch and even stopped in for a quick visit. Then we had to get home so Daniel could get to work. This was the first day of spring break for the kids. After we got home I continued to pack for our trip to see Aunt Twila. When Jeff got home from work he took Jannine and I out to dinner at Outback. I feel so unworthy of all this attention. My family is so good to me. When we returned home I again focussed on packing. David and Lauren were at the house upon our return. I walked into a cake with a large 27 on top lit! I asked what the 27 was for. David laughed and said it was the 17th anniversary of my 27th birthday! He cracks me up. We had cake and enjoyed visiting. Tuesday morning we all got up early. Jeff went to work, David got ready for work and Jannine, Daniel and I loaded the car to head to Aunt Twila's. We had to stop at the Sarasota Airport so I could renew my ID badge. We grabbed some lunch via the drive thru and were finally headed north about 11am. The drive was gorgeous. As we reached Ocala the roads began to be a little hilly and just pretty. We finally arrived at Scott and Jody's house at 4:30pm. Jody was at the dentist office so it was just Scott, Twila and I plus the kids for a while. I found her sitting on the couch looking at me as though I was a stranger. It broke my heart that she didn't know me. But it didn't really matter because I knew her and was glad to see her. Later Jody came home and we made supper. They live in a beautiful area called Steinhatchee, FL. Their home is located on a river. It is so peaceful there. I wish I would have taken time to go and sit by the river, blog and read my Bible, but I didn't. We stayed up late visiting each night and then slept in. The first night I was there we looked through old pictures. Aunt Twila knew everyone in the pictures and told us about them. It's sad that she can't remember the current time. She seemed happy knowing people in the pictures. It's like we had her back for a short time. Much of her day is filled with anxiety. She just wants to help, she wants to please and she wants to not be alone. Putting her to bed at night was always sad. She would question where everyone was going to sleep like a child. She would repeat, "oh dear" as she would worry about what she was supposed to do or where she was supposed to be. She would even cry when putting her to bed at night.
As our time carried on she seemed to remember me once in a while. Three or four times while we were there she called me by my name. I loved it when she said my name. She seem to think that Jannine was me. She has long hair like I did when I was little and she looks a lot like I did. We sang a song together called, "Supper Time" later that evening. She and my Mom used to sing that song all the time when they were kids. When I was about Jannine's age, they taught it to me. Aunt Twila and I sang it together at Mom's funeral. She remembered all the words and sang along just beautifully. She has perfect harmony. Jannine took the video camera and recorded us singing for a while. Then I took my cell phone and recorded us talking and singing for a while after that. She just kept singing that same song all night long after that.
She doesn't remember that Mom is gone. She doesn't remember that she was married to Uncle Kenny. She doesn't remember my husband or my kids. She doesn't remember living in Georgia. She doesn't know what year it is or where she is. She doesn't know Jody who takes care of her every day. It's so sad what Alzheimers takes away from a person. As Mrs. Nancy Regan said, "Alzheimers is a slow goodbye." It makes me wish I had gotten up there sooner. I so badly wanted her to remember me. I longed for her to just remember me a little bit. I would go to bed at night and cry. She is physically very healthy but mentally gone. She has to be instructed to do everything.
We stayed from Tuesday, March 12 until Friday morning March 15th. I was so thankful for that time. We left at 10am and pulled into our driveway at 3:30pm. Poor Daniel needed to be at work at 4pm. That is calling it just a little too close. But we made it. I can't wait to go back and see her more. Thankfully she is nice. She just wants to serve and be helpful. I pray for Jody and Scott every day. She is a lot to take care of and they do it with such joy. They are good to her. She is happy and that is all that matters.
I have been waiting for our IRS refund to hit the bank. Yesterday I called to see what was the delay. I found out that my SSN had been flagged as identify theft. They informed me it could be another 6 - 10 weeks before they got it figured out. It put me into a tail spin. We are so tight financially. I was counting on the money to cover my trip to see Aunt Twila. I spent time crying to God asking Him why. I have been trying to be good. I have been paying our tithe. But, I hadn't been spending time with God. So, I don't know if that is why but it has been delayed. I called again today and feel like we have got a solution to the situation but she said not to expect it much before April 8th at least. I do not know the reason for the delay but I have to realize that God is in control and He didn't say oops! He is in control.
So, today I feel God is teaching me to ALWAYS wait on God. He is in control and HE will take care of everything. I have to stop and look for the blessings in each day and I have to be a blessing to others God puts in my life.
Thank you God for allowing me to visit with Aunt Twila. Thank you God for Scott and Jody who are able to care for her. Please God allow Aunt Twila to be comforted and peaceful as she lives out the rest of her life.
Thursday, March 7, 2013
March 7, 2013
It is a very chilly Floriday morning here. It is actually 68 degrees in the house and I have all the windows closed tight. I love this type of weather. My body doesn't really enjoy it but I personally love the cold. However, even though the weather has been cold and nice it makes things very dry and a terrible forrest fire developed late yesterday. Several homes were in danger of burning down. It was scary to see how fast the fires were moving. Three seperate fires developed in a short amount of time because of the strong winds. A good friend of ours was in the path of all three fires. At one point it got only 400 yards from their home.
Hearing about all of that made me think about life. We get so very busy that sometimes life gets quickly out of hand. It seems when things go wrong everything suddenly falls apart at all once. I can remember so many times I felt like all my energy was being used to put out fires in my life. The devil loves it when we get complacent and he goes into high gear starting little fires and hoping we don't noticed until it is too late. God tells us to always be focussed on stay close to Him. We need to constantly remember to SLOW DOWN and pay attention to what God is doing in our lives. Reading God's Word and praying is so important. Our hearts need to be tender to God's direction. In the big and LITTLE decisions of each day we need to stay focussed.
Since I have had to be home because of my back situation I have had more time to get closer to God. I don't every want to loose this precious time. I feel so much stronger scripturally. I don't want to get too busy to spend that precious time with God each and every day. God has been working so much in my life especially since January 2013. Phillippians 1:27 says Only let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that whether I come and see you or am absent, I may hear of you that you are standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving side by side for the faith of the gospel.
How are we living our life each day? I think often about my marriage to my wonderful husband and best friend Jeff. So many of our friends are unhappy in their marriages. I feel so blessed to love my husband and have a relationship with him that only seems to grow. In our marriage and in life we must keep ourselves tied to the ship's mast to prevent ourselves from being lured away. Marriage into today's culture seems to be so flipant. If it doesn't work out, just get a divorce. One little bump in the road and people quit! God created marriage to be a covenant - a deeply binding commitment designed to help us weather our most difficult circumstances. However, we have to stand strong and stay tied to the mast in order to survive. I often give a poem to new couples that are getting married. It is a poem that was given to Jeff and I on our wedding day. Marriage takes Three is that title. Marriage takes three to be complete, It's not enough for two to meet. They must be united in love, by love's creator God above. Then their love will be firm and strong; able to last when things go wrong. Because they've felt God's love and know; He's always there, He'll never go. And they have both loved him in kind; With all their heart and soul and mind. And in that love they've found the way to love each other every day. A marriage that follows God's plan takes more than a woman and a man. It needs a oneness that can be, only from Christ. Marriage takes three.
My verse of the day is Romans 8:35 that says, Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword?
Nothing can separate us from Christ. We need to make an effort to keep our marriage and our relationship with God sold and work on it every day. God loves us and wants the best for us. We can't know what God's direction is for us if we do not seek Him through the Word of God and through prayer. We need to cherrish our relationship with our spouse as well. We need to continue to work on it and pray together. We made a committment to God and a committment to our spouse.
Have a great day today. Stop and enjoy the blessings God has for you today. And make sure you are available to be a blessing to someone else as well. God bless you.
Hearing about all of that made me think about life. We get so very busy that sometimes life gets quickly out of hand. It seems when things go wrong everything suddenly falls apart at all once. I can remember so many times I felt like all my energy was being used to put out fires in my life. The devil loves it when we get complacent and he goes into high gear starting little fires and hoping we don't noticed until it is too late. God tells us to always be focussed on stay close to Him. We need to constantly remember to SLOW DOWN and pay attention to what God is doing in our lives. Reading God's Word and praying is so important. Our hearts need to be tender to God's direction. In the big and LITTLE decisions of each day we need to stay focussed.
Since I have had to be home because of my back situation I have had more time to get closer to God. I don't every want to loose this precious time. I feel so much stronger scripturally. I don't want to get too busy to spend that precious time with God each and every day. God has been working so much in my life especially since January 2013. Phillippians 1:27 says Only let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that whether I come and see you or am absent, I may hear of you that you are standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving side by side for the faith of the gospel.
How are we living our life each day? I think often about my marriage to my wonderful husband and best friend Jeff. So many of our friends are unhappy in their marriages. I feel so blessed to love my husband and have a relationship with him that only seems to grow. In our marriage and in life we must keep ourselves tied to the ship's mast to prevent ourselves from being lured away. Marriage into today's culture seems to be so flipant. If it doesn't work out, just get a divorce. One little bump in the road and people quit! God created marriage to be a covenant - a deeply binding commitment designed to help us weather our most difficult circumstances. However, we have to stand strong and stay tied to the mast in order to survive. I often give a poem to new couples that are getting married. It is a poem that was given to Jeff and I on our wedding day. Marriage takes Three is that title. Marriage takes three to be complete, It's not enough for two to meet. They must be united in love, by love's creator God above. Then their love will be firm and strong; able to last when things go wrong. Because they've felt God's love and know; He's always there, He'll never go. And they have both loved him in kind; With all their heart and soul and mind. And in that love they've found the way to love each other every day. A marriage that follows God's plan takes more than a woman and a man. It needs a oneness that can be, only from Christ. Marriage takes three.
My verse of the day is Romans 8:35 that says, Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword?
Nothing can separate us from Christ. We need to make an effort to keep our marriage and our relationship with God sold and work on it every day. God loves us and wants the best for us. We can't know what God's direction is for us if we do not seek Him through the Word of God and through prayer. We need to cherrish our relationship with our spouse as well. We need to continue to work on it and pray together. We made a committment to God and a committment to our spouse.
Have a great day today. Stop and enjoy the blessings God has for you today. And make sure you are available to be a blessing to someone else as well. God bless you.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
March 5, 2013
Wow, I am failing terribly in my daily Bible reading and daily blogging. I am not sure what happened but I need to get back on track. I am not going to try and catch up, just going to begin again from today going forward.
Let me tell you about the last few days and what God has done. I love looking at the little things and seeing how God is working in my daily life. I am nobody important. I am not famous. I am just me! Yet God does things for me and through me that blows me away.
Anyway, my 2003 Dodge Grand Caravan has been a wonderful vehicle. It has a few dents and scratches from me and the kids driving it. I backed into a tree, the mail box and the kids hit a pole in the parking lot. It isn't perfect looking on the outside and the roofing lining is falling down on the inside. Yet, it still works and takes us where we need to go each and every day. About two weeks ago I started having a difficult time turning the key and starting the car. I just kept praying that God will allow it to work because we just don't have the money to repare it right now. On Friday night Daniel used the van for work and then stopped by a friend's house after work. At 11:30pm he called and said the van wouldn't start. I drove to where he was and was unable to get the key to turn at all. Jeff was flying Saturday morning so he couldn't deal with it until evening. I drove Daniel to work around 11am, David left at 11:30am for work and Jannine left for a friends house on 12pm. I was all alone. Just me and the dogs in the house all day. It was so quiet and empty feeling. I was scheduled to sing in Church on Sunday so I began to practice my song.
The song was called, "Not for a moment." I started realling listening and reading the words as I practiced. The first verse; You were reaching through the storm, walking on the water, even when I could not see. In the middle of it all when I thought You were a thousand miles away, not for a moment did You forsake me. Verse two says; You were singing in the dark, whispering Your promise. Even when I could not hear. I was held in Your arms carried for a thousand miles to show, not for a moment did You forsake me. Verse three; and every step every breath You are there. Every tear every cry every prayer. In my heart at my worst when my world falls down. Not for a moment did You forsake me. Even in the dark, even when it's hard You will never leave me. The chorus; after all You are constant, after all You are only good; After all You are sovereign. Not for a moment will You forsake me. The meaning of sovereign is ultimate and complete ruler. God is sovereign. He is in charge of everything and knows everything.
So, as I was signing this song and realling understand what it all meant I realized that I need to just LET GO! God is soverign. He knows that my van is broke down. He knows what are finances are like and He will take care of everything if I will JUST LET GO! So, I prayed and I cried throughout the day asking God to help me let go and let HIM take over. I then felt such peace and calm.
Later Saturday Jeff and I went over to see if he could get the van to start, but it just wouldn't. I was concerened because we use the van to pick up children for Church. None of the kids could come on Sunday so Jeff, Jannine and I headed to Venice. Pastor John invited me to sing. I gave a very tiny and very short testimony and then nodded for the music to begin and it wouldn't. So I told a little more about what God has been doing in my life. When I was fininshed speaking suddenly the music began. Half way through the song the music stopped but I kept on singing. It was a powerful moment. I had prayed for God to use me to give HIM all the glory. After Church we went to have lunch with some dear friends. We had such a wonderful time just talking and laughing. They had come to our church for the first time and really enjoyed the message and our wonderful group of people. After lunch we came home and then went back over to the van. Praise GOD the key turned and we were able to get it home. Then Monday we got it to the mechanic. The cost to repair was not too bad and not it works again! God had it all under sontrol. Why do I every question? I am such a human! I pray the LOrd forgivesss me when I doubt.
Then yesterday I went to the mail box and again GOD blessed! I received the letter regarding my disability. The judge approved my disability case and declared I was fully disabled. I don't know any details but am praising God for a favorable answer. GOD IS SO GOOD! He never fails. He is constant, He is SOVEREIGN!
I guess throughout this process what I am learning is that God has it all under control and I just really need to let go and He will take care of everything. My part is to trust and obey! I need to pay my tithe, spend time in prayer, pray and praise Him all the time. A saying I Have beside my bed says, "Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass; it's about learning to dance in the rain." Proverbs 3: 5 & 6 are my favorite verses!
So today, stop and find the blessings that God has for you today. Maybe He wants YOU to be a blessing to someone that needs Him today. So be sensitive to God's leading in every step you take and every word you speak!
God bless you.
Let me tell you about the last few days and what God has done. I love looking at the little things and seeing how God is working in my daily life. I am nobody important. I am not famous. I am just me! Yet God does things for me and through me that blows me away.
Anyway, my 2003 Dodge Grand Caravan has been a wonderful vehicle. It has a few dents and scratches from me and the kids driving it. I backed into a tree, the mail box and the kids hit a pole in the parking lot. It isn't perfect looking on the outside and the roofing lining is falling down on the inside. Yet, it still works and takes us where we need to go each and every day. About two weeks ago I started having a difficult time turning the key and starting the car. I just kept praying that God will allow it to work because we just don't have the money to repare it right now. On Friday night Daniel used the van for work and then stopped by a friend's house after work. At 11:30pm he called and said the van wouldn't start. I drove to where he was and was unable to get the key to turn at all. Jeff was flying Saturday morning so he couldn't deal with it until evening. I drove Daniel to work around 11am, David left at 11:30am for work and Jannine left for a friends house on 12pm. I was all alone. Just me and the dogs in the house all day. It was so quiet and empty feeling. I was scheduled to sing in Church on Sunday so I began to practice my song.
The song was called, "Not for a moment." I started realling listening and reading the words as I practiced. The first verse; You were reaching through the storm, walking on the water, even when I could not see. In the middle of it all when I thought You were a thousand miles away, not for a moment did You forsake me. Verse two says; You were singing in the dark, whispering Your promise. Even when I could not hear. I was held in Your arms carried for a thousand miles to show, not for a moment did You forsake me. Verse three; and every step every breath You are there. Every tear every cry every prayer. In my heart at my worst when my world falls down. Not for a moment did You forsake me. Even in the dark, even when it's hard You will never leave me. The chorus; after all You are constant, after all You are only good; After all You are sovereign. Not for a moment will You forsake me. The meaning of sovereign is ultimate and complete ruler. God is sovereign. He is in charge of everything and knows everything.
So, as I was signing this song and realling understand what it all meant I realized that I need to just LET GO! God is soverign. He knows that my van is broke down. He knows what are finances are like and He will take care of everything if I will JUST LET GO! So, I prayed and I cried throughout the day asking God to help me let go and let HIM take over. I then felt such peace and calm.
Later Saturday Jeff and I went over to see if he could get the van to start, but it just wouldn't. I was concerened because we use the van to pick up children for Church. None of the kids could come on Sunday so Jeff, Jannine and I headed to Venice. Pastor John invited me to sing. I gave a very tiny and very short testimony and then nodded for the music to begin and it wouldn't. So I told a little more about what God has been doing in my life. When I was fininshed speaking suddenly the music began. Half way through the song the music stopped but I kept on singing. It was a powerful moment. I had prayed for God to use me to give HIM all the glory. After Church we went to have lunch with some dear friends. We had such a wonderful time just talking and laughing. They had come to our church for the first time and really enjoyed the message and our wonderful group of people. After lunch we came home and then went back over to the van. Praise GOD the key turned and we were able to get it home. Then Monday we got it to the mechanic. The cost to repair was not too bad and not it works again! God had it all under sontrol. Why do I every question? I am such a human! I pray the LOrd forgivesss me when I doubt.
Then yesterday I went to the mail box and again GOD blessed! I received the letter regarding my disability. The judge approved my disability case and declared I was fully disabled. I don't know any details but am praising God for a favorable answer. GOD IS SO GOOD! He never fails. He is constant, He is SOVEREIGN!
I guess throughout this process what I am learning is that God has it all under control and I just really need to let go and He will take care of everything. My part is to trust and obey! I need to pay my tithe, spend time in prayer, pray and praise Him all the time. A saying I Have beside my bed says, "Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass; it's about learning to dance in the rain." Proverbs 3: 5 & 6 are my favorite verses!
So today, stop and find the blessings that God has for you today. Maybe He wants YOU to be a blessing to someone that needs Him today. So be sensitive to God's leading in every step you take and every word you speak!
God bless you.
Monday, February 25, 2013
February 25, 2013
How did Monday get here so quickly? It seems like it was just Friday! Actually it feels like it was just New Years and now we are almost done with February. How do I have a 20 year old son, a 17 year old son and a 10 year old daughter already? It's all going way too fast. But I can't slow it down, I just have to hold on and enjoy every minute.
On Saturday I worked with my little angel Jannine at her cookie booth for girl scouts. We had so much fun being with our friends Debbie, Sofia and Izabella Ferjiani along with Leah Howarth. Then the Ferjiani family and Jannine and I went to the Heron Hoopla at Vineland Elementary. It was great fun but I did way too much walking around.
Sunday was a wonderful time at Church ... I love that our service is recording. I have a hard time taking notes so it is nice to be able to review online at www.fbcov.org . Then Jannine spent a couple hours with the Ferjiani family swimming while I finished up my homework. Then at 5pm we left with Becky and Jessica Blalock to go to Secret Keeper Girl! What a precious time with my little angel. It is a program that shows little girls ages 8-12 how precious they are to the Lord. It also talks about how they are to dress modestly. Jannine loves the time together praising the Lord and getting closer as Mother and Daughter. It was fun sharing it with our friends this year.
So, then on to today that started out quite exciting. I had to run to the bank to make a very small deposit. I thought it would be a very quick trip. However, that was not the case. Upon arriving at the bank I got out of my car and almost got run over by a large pick up truck. At first I was ticked thinking this idiot was just driving crazy. I went into the bank to find the person at the drive thru window. I mentioned to the teller what happened outside. Then I watched in horror as I saw him blow up in anger with the tellers. When the driver did not get what they wanted... the person drove around to the front of the bank and stormed in! I was very afraid as they walked in. He was screaming at the tellers, demanding they close his account and acting crazy. My first emotion was fear! Then I sprang into action calling 911. Then finally I felt pitty for this person. What is so bad in his life that made him so very angry? He finally left the bank walked outside and paced around his truck. Then drove around the bank several times. I don't know what happened to him after that but all I could do was pray for him. I don't suppose he knows the Lord. Who hurt him so bad? I prayed for him today and asked God to put just the right person in his life to help him come to know the Lord. I was thankful that all the ladies in the bank plus myself and another lady were safe. It was frightening. You just don't think something like that would happen in our little town. But in the end times we are told these things will happen.
My verse of the day is John 6:36 which says Jesus said to them, "I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst.
I pray some how that man will learn that God is the answer and can make his life worth living. Pray for those you come in contact with that are like this person. Pray that some how God will reach them. Don't get angry, don't respond and make things worse, just pray.
Today, stop and enjoy the small blessings so you can truly appreciate the big blessings God has for you. Today I am thankful to be alive and unharmed. Amen
On Saturday I worked with my little angel Jannine at her cookie booth for girl scouts. We had so much fun being with our friends Debbie, Sofia and Izabella Ferjiani along with Leah Howarth. Then the Ferjiani family and Jannine and I went to the Heron Hoopla at Vineland Elementary. It was great fun but I did way too much walking around.
Sunday was a wonderful time at Church ... I love that our service is recording. I have a hard time taking notes so it is nice to be able to review online at www.fbcov.org . Then Jannine spent a couple hours with the Ferjiani family swimming while I finished up my homework. Then at 5pm we left with Becky and Jessica Blalock to go to Secret Keeper Girl! What a precious time with my little angel. It is a program that shows little girls ages 8-12 how precious they are to the Lord. It also talks about how they are to dress modestly. Jannine loves the time together praising the Lord and getting closer as Mother and Daughter. It was fun sharing it with our friends this year.
So, then on to today that started out quite exciting. I had to run to the bank to make a very small deposit. I thought it would be a very quick trip. However, that was not the case. Upon arriving at the bank I got out of my car and almost got run over by a large pick up truck. At first I was ticked thinking this idiot was just driving crazy. I went into the bank to find the person at the drive thru window. I mentioned to the teller what happened outside. Then I watched in horror as I saw him blow up in anger with the tellers. When the driver did not get what they wanted... the person drove around to the front of the bank and stormed in! I was very afraid as they walked in. He was screaming at the tellers, demanding they close his account and acting crazy. My first emotion was fear! Then I sprang into action calling 911. Then finally I felt pitty for this person. What is so bad in his life that made him so very angry? He finally left the bank walked outside and paced around his truck. Then drove around the bank several times. I don't know what happened to him after that but all I could do was pray for him. I don't suppose he knows the Lord. Who hurt him so bad? I prayed for him today and asked God to put just the right person in his life to help him come to know the Lord. I was thankful that all the ladies in the bank plus myself and another lady were safe. It was frightening. You just don't think something like that would happen in our little town. But in the end times we are told these things will happen.
My verse of the day is John 6:36 which says Jesus said to them, "I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst.
I pray some how that man will learn that God is the answer and can make his life worth living. Pray for those you come in contact with that are like this person. Pray that some how God will reach them. Don't get angry, don't respond and make things worse, just pray.
Today, stop and enjoy the small blessings so you can truly appreciate the big blessings God has for you. Today I am thankful to be alive and unharmed. Amen
Friday, February 22, 2013
February 22, 2013
Today is a glorious Friday. Another beautiful day to look for blessings and be a blessing. I am so excited that I get to spend the morning with my best friend Jackie going to a yard sale. Then off to Myakka River to have lunch with my sweet Jannine and after she returns home from school we are going to a Pampared Chef party. In between all those activities I will rest and do some homework. I am excited about the day today. I love days like this. Yesterday my hubby Jeff was in a great deal of pain and had not really slept all night because of it. We have no idea what causes these flair ups. But, it is terrible when he has them. Praise the Lord he is MUCH better today and had a great night sleep. Today is going to be a really good day ... I can feel it.
Today's devotion was about marriage lasting until death do us part! So many do not take that vow seriously. Hebrews 13:4 says, "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the secually immoral and adulterous." When you say those vows, do you mean? The same goes for our relationship with God. When things get tough, how do we act? Do we blame God? Or, do we stop and take credit for our part in anything that might be going on. Joshua 1:9 says, Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."
I enjoyed the morning with my friend at a large Church rummage sale. I got some really great deals. Then I had lunch with my little girl and now I am home to rest before doing an activity this evening. It's a beautiful day. Be a blessing to someone today.
Stop and enjoy the small blessings that God has for you today!
Today's devotion was about marriage lasting until death do us part! So many do not take that vow seriously. Hebrews 13:4 says, "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the secually immoral and adulterous." When you say those vows, do you mean? The same goes for our relationship with God. When things get tough, how do we act? Do we blame God? Or, do we stop and take credit for our part in anything that might be going on. Joshua 1:9 says, Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."
I enjoyed the morning with my friend at a large Church rummage sale. I got some really great deals. Then I had lunch with my little girl and now I am home to rest before doing an activity this evening. It's a beautiful day. Be a blessing to someone today.
Stop and enjoy the small blessings that God has for you today!
Thursday, February 21, 2013
February 21, 2013
Good Thursday morning,
It's another beautiful day here in Florida. I am looking forward to a wonderful day. Last night one of my very best friends and mentor in life became a Grandma. Her grandson Benjamin William was born just after 6pm weighing 6lb 1ounce. I am so excited for her and happy he has been born. My friend has walked me through so many stages of life by being the example. New life is always exciting. I remember back when we had our first child. That excitement and fear that came over us all at one time. At times I long for that new phase and yet other times I remember the sleepless nights, crazy schedules, and nights filled with tears (mine not the child), not knowing what to do or where to turn. I think I will stay right here in this phase of life.
I don't know what God has planned for me today. It is just after 10am and I need to get up and get productive. I don't feel like doing anything though. There are so many things that I could be doing. I need to get the Girl Scout cookies sorted, I need to clean up the kitchen, I need to prepare a grocery list along with coupons for shopping, I need to do my homework, I need to loose weight and yet keep stuffing my face with Girl Scout cookies! So I then get overwhelmed with the thought of all I need to do and just don't do anything accept, get more Girl Scout cookies off the kitchen counter and put them in my mouth. UGH! I hate days that are unproductive.
I started a new Bible study on You Version calling Marriage the Journey. Today's topic was drifting in marriage. Hmm, kind of goes along with my procrasting thoughts this morning. The devotion talked about a man in a canoe. He sat in the canoe on a calm and quiet lake and decided to take a nap. An hour later he woke to people talking and realized his canoe drifted to somewhere he never intended to go. The marriage relationship can do the same thing. You have to be careful that you do not drift somewhere you never intented to be. The waters are calm, there are no issues, yet you drift apart and find yourselves in a place you never meant to be. In other words we need to make sure that we are anchored in our path with the Lord. Marriage is something we must always work on and carefully protect. Life gets so busy, kids are going in various directions, work, school, stress all gets in the way! We must STOP and take time to work on the marriage relationship. We must make time for each other just like we must make time for God.
We took a vow that said, Until till death do us part. Did we mean it? Was it something we just said in that moment or did we mean it forever? It didn't say until we drifted apart ... it was until death do up part. Commitment when things are going good means nothing. It's when life gets hard and times are tough that true commitment really is either there or it is not. Commitment is foundational to survivng conflict. It enables us to focus on honoring God and serves as the fuel for us to work through our struggles with persisence and determination. Matthew 19:6 says So they are no longer two but one flesh. What therefore GOD Has joined together, let not man separate! Instead of running, why not stay and work to fix things rather than run away.
The verse today for this devotion was Proverbs 4:25-27 and I love it. It says, Let your eyes look directly forward, and your gaze be straight before you. Ponder the path of your feet; then all your ways will be sure. Do not swerve to the right or to the left; turn your foot away from evil! It is all so simple. We need to focus our eyes forward on the Lord and take specific steps in the way God is leading us.
If we keep our eyes on GOD and not the problem maybe we can work through them. Don't get me wrong there are many times especially when there is abuse you must get out! You can't get physically or emotionally hurt ... God doesn't say to stay there and be abused. However, much of the time that is not the case. People too quickly says, "I feel out of love" with someone. That is a cop out! Do you love God only when things are going good? If times get tough do we run?
So, like I say each day ... Stop and discover the blessings of the day today. There is a blessing in each day, just look for it. God loves you, just trust Him! Have a great day today. Now, I need to get busy and accomplish something.
It's another beautiful day here in Florida. I am looking forward to a wonderful day. Last night one of my very best friends and mentor in life became a Grandma. Her grandson Benjamin William was born just after 6pm weighing 6lb 1ounce. I am so excited for her and happy he has been born. My friend has walked me through so many stages of life by being the example. New life is always exciting. I remember back when we had our first child. That excitement and fear that came over us all at one time. At times I long for that new phase and yet other times I remember the sleepless nights, crazy schedules, and nights filled with tears (mine not the child), not knowing what to do or where to turn. I think I will stay right here in this phase of life.
I don't know what God has planned for me today. It is just after 10am and I need to get up and get productive. I don't feel like doing anything though. There are so many things that I could be doing. I need to get the Girl Scout cookies sorted, I need to clean up the kitchen, I need to prepare a grocery list along with coupons for shopping, I need to do my homework, I need to loose weight and yet keep stuffing my face with Girl Scout cookies! So I then get overwhelmed with the thought of all I need to do and just don't do anything accept, get more Girl Scout cookies off the kitchen counter and put them in my mouth. UGH! I hate days that are unproductive.
I started a new Bible study on You Version calling Marriage the Journey. Today's topic was drifting in marriage. Hmm, kind of goes along with my procrasting thoughts this morning. The devotion talked about a man in a canoe. He sat in the canoe on a calm and quiet lake and decided to take a nap. An hour later he woke to people talking and realized his canoe drifted to somewhere he never intended to go. The marriage relationship can do the same thing. You have to be careful that you do not drift somewhere you never intented to be. The waters are calm, there are no issues, yet you drift apart and find yourselves in a place you never meant to be. In other words we need to make sure that we are anchored in our path with the Lord. Marriage is something we must always work on and carefully protect. Life gets so busy, kids are going in various directions, work, school, stress all gets in the way! We must STOP and take time to work on the marriage relationship. We must make time for each other just like we must make time for God.
We took a vow that said, Until till death do us part. Did we mean it? Was it something we just said in that moment or did we mean it forever? It didn't say until we drifted apart ... it was until death do up part. Commitment when things are going good means nothing. It's when life gets hard and times are tough that true commitment really is either there or it is not. Commitment is foundational to survivng conflict. It enables us to focus on honoring God and serves as the fuel for us to work through our struggles with persisence and determination. Matthew 19:6 says So they are no longer two but one flesh. What therefore GOD Has joined together, let not man separate! Instead of running, why not stay and work to fix things rather than run away.
The verse today for this devotion was Proverbs 4:25-27 and I love it. It says, Let your eyes look directly forward, and your gaze be straight before you. Ponder the path of your feet; then all your ways will be sure. Do not swerve to the right or to the left; turn your foot away from evil! It is all so simple. We need to focus our eyes forward on the Lord and take specific steps in the way God is leading us.
If we keep our eyes on GOD and not the problem maybe we can work through them. Don't get me wrong there are many times especially when there is abuse you must get out! You can't get physically or emotionally hurt ... God doesn't say to stay there and be abused. However, much of the time that is not the case. People too quickly says, "I feel out of love" with someone. That is a cop out! Do you love God only when things are going good? If times get tough do we run?
So, like I say each day ... Stop and discover the blessings of the day today. There is a blessing in each day, just look for it. God loves you, just trust Him! Have a great day today. Now, I need to get busy and accomplish something.
February 19, 2013
Happy Tuesday. Another beautiful day today! It is nice and cool and beautiful outside. The house is quiet. The boys are out of town, Jeff is at work and Jannine is in school. Today I am going to rest and continue to recover from all my activities last week.
So, yesterday I had a huge concern that I mentioned yesterday. I knew God had it all figured out, but humanly I was still so frightened. I kept praying all the way to the appointment and the radio station I listen to, The Joy FM 88.1 played all the right songs to remind me to keep my focus on God and just trust Him. That helped me keep my focus. The appointment went so much better than I could have ever dreamed. In a matter of minutes all was settled and God provided above all we could have imagined.
My devotion talked about clinging to the Lord! I am human and sin all the time. I often cling to things of the world like MONEY! I have to let go and let God do His work in ALL things, especially finances. When we cling to things like MONEY and things of the world we tend to be fearful. I am so guilt of this. I worry all the time about paying bills and having enough money for food, things for the kids, etc. However, at the beginning of 2013 I felt a strong tug at my heart that we should begin to tithe. My husband does not make a large salary. Don't get me wrong, we are so thankful for the job he has. He has a wonderful boss who loves the Lord. He enjoys his job and we are so thankful for the blessings of working there. But, I couldn't figure out how we could possibly pay tithe out of that little bit. But I talked with Jeff and we decided together it was the right thing to do! And boy it has been amazing to see God's blessings. I am blown away at the blessings. The money isn't ours anyway. We are to use all we receive to honor Him.
Matthew 5:3-5 says, Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.
So, yesterday I had a huge concern that I mentioned yesterday. I knew God had it all figured out, but humanly I was still so frightened. I kept praying all the way to the appointment and the radio station I listen to, The Joy FM 88.1 played all the right songs to remind me to keep my focus on God and just trust Him. That helped me keep my focus. The appointment went so much better than I could have ever dreamed. In a matter of minutes all was settled and God provided above all we could have imagined.
My devotion talked about clinging to the Lord! I am human and sin all the time. I often cling to things of the world like MONEY! I have to let go and let God do His work in ALL things, especially finances. When we cling to things like MONEY and things of the world we tend to be fearful. I am so guilt of this. I worry all the time about paying bills and having enough money for food, things for the kids, etc. However, at the beginning of 2013 I felt a strong tug at my heart that we should begin to tithe. My husband does not make a large salary. Don't get me wrong, we are so thankful for the job he has. He has a wonderful boss who loves the Lord. He enjoys his job and we are so thankful for the blessings of working there. But, I couldn't figure out how we could possibly pay tithe out of that little bit. But I talked with Jeff and we decided together it was the right thing to do! And boy it has been amazing to see God's blessings. I am blown away at the blessings. The money isn't ours anyway. We are to use all we receive to honor Him.
Matthew 5:3-5 says, Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
February 20, 2013
Today my devotion with Daily Audio Bible was talking about the faith of a mustard seed. We often believe that only celebraties have a following and make a real impact on the world. They have a platform and can reach out to millions via Facebook, Twitter, TV and radio. However, that isn't true! Even you and I in our neighborhoods, at the local grocery stores, walking down the road can make an impact. We have no idea who is watching us. That is why we must be so very careful what we do, what we say and how we react to things in life. We do not know who is watching us. We have no idea what impact we are making on someone and we may never know until we get to Heaven.
I find myself so busy at times that I don't have time to stop and spend time with God. Why am I so busy? Am I doing something of value or is it just busy work? Matthew 5:5 it says, "Blessed are the meak for they shall inherit the earth. II Corinthians 12:10 says, "For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong." Then finally, Galatians 4:9 says, "But now that you have come to know God, or rather to be known by God, how can you turn back again to the weak and worthless elementary principles of the world, whose slaves you want to be once more?"
What are we so afraid of loosing in the world today? I love my children and husband and that is all that I am really afraid of loosing. However, money becomes something we all hang on to way too tightly. Why are we so afraid to follow Jesus fully? Matthew5:3-5 says, Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth."
If we could just realize that nothing here on earth, INCLUDING our children, belong to us then life would be so much easier. I know that God has everything under control and yet I continually try and figure things out for Him thinking my way is always better.
So, today remember to stop and be careful how you act. Then figure out what you are holding onto that is not important. Are you letting go and letting GOD do what He needs to do through you? Or, are you a stumbling block to someone? You are a link in the chain of influence in someone's life! We have a job to do while here on earth. Are you part of the army of God?
Enjoy the day, stop and enjoy the small blessings so you don't miss them. Then the big blessings will mean even more. HAPPY Wednesday! God bless you today and every day.
I find myself so busy at times that I don't have time to stop and spend time with God. Why am I so busy? Am I doing something of value or is it just busy work? Matthew 5:5 it says, "Blessed are the meak for they shall inherit the earth. II Corinthians 12:10 says, "For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong." Then finally, Galatians 4:9 says, "But now that you have come to know God, or rather to be known by God, how can you turn back again to the weak and worthless elementary principles of the world, whose slaves you want to be once more?"
What are we so afraid of loosing in the world today? I love my children and husband and that is all that I am really afraid of loosing. However, money becomes something we all hang on to way too tightly. Why are we so afraid to follow Jesus fully? Matthew5:3-5 says, Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth."
If we could just realize that nothing here on earth, INCLUDING our children, belong to us then life would be so much easier. I know that God has everything under control and yet I continually try and figure things out for Him thinking my way is always better.
So, today remember to stop and be careful how you act. Then figure out what you are holding onto that is not important. Are you letting go and letting GOD do what He needs to do through you? Or, are you a stumbling block to someone? You are a link in the chain of influence in someone's life! We have a job to do while here on earth. Are you part of the army of God?
Enjoy the day, stop and enjoy the small blessings so you don't miss them. Then the big blessings will mean even more. HAPPY Wednesday! God bless you today and every day.
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
February 11, 2013
Happy Monday morning. My Mom came in last night for a short visit. It has been so nice sitting up with her this morning just talking a little bit. I love having her here even if it is for just a short time.
My verse of the day today is Proverbs 16:3 Commit your work to the Lord, and your plans will be established. I so love verses like this. It is a great reminder that I need to just let God take care of things for my life.
Psalm 43:5 Why are you cast down, O my sould, and why are you in turmoil within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my salvation. And verse Pslam 78:7 says, so that they should set their hope in God and not forget the works of God, but keep his commandments;
So many times in my life I have laid out the plan and asked God to just magically make it happen. I have had it all wrong for so long. Having my Mom here makes me think back about how hard I searched for her. I wanted to find her for so very long. But God's timing was perfect. Had I found her any earlier in life it would have possibly messed things up.
Going through all I have it has been interesting to FINALLY learn what I am supposed to do. Going through this Bible study I am learning that I need to confess my sins, I have learned how to put my hope in God, and now I can walk forward in faith and truly be fearless! Not because of my strength but because of my GOD! I know that God knows all and I know that He cares for me. He has the whole world in His hands. He has me right where He wants me.
So, today try and learn what God wants you to do. Don't forget to stop and enjoy the small blessings along with the big ones. There is a blessing in each day ... what part of that blessing are you?
My verse of the day today is Proverbs 16:3 Commit your work to the Lord, and your plans will be established. I so love verses like this. It is a great reminder that I need to just let God take care of things for my life.
Psalm 43:5 Why are you cast down, O my sould, and why are you in turmoil within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my salvation. And verse Pslam 78:7 says, so that they should set their hope in God and not forget the works of God, but keep his commandments;
So many times in my life I have laid out the plan and asked God to just magically make it happen. I have had it all wrong for so long. Having my Mom here makes me think back about how hard I searched for her. I wanted to find her for so very long. But God's timing was perfect. Had I found her any earlier in life it would have possibly messed things up.
Going through all I have it has been interesting to FINALLY learn what I am supposed to do. Going through this Bible study I am learning that I need to confess my sins, I have learned how to put my hope in God, and now I can walk forward in faith and truly be fearless! Not because of my strength but because of my GOD! I know that God knows all and I know that He cares for me. He has the whole world in His hands. He has me right where He wants me.
So, today try and learn what God wants you to do. Don't forget to stop and enjoy the small blessings along with the big ones. There is a blessing in each day ... what part of that blessing are you?
February 18, 2013
Happy Monday morning. Today the high is 64 degrees. I love this cold weather but my back does not. I am going to go out and enjoy it today anyway. The boys are in Orlando at Disney and Jannine has her friend over. So we have just been hanging out and relaxing on our day off from school. I didn't get to blog Sunday because it was a very busy day. I had a lot of pain yesterday as well. I guess I just did way too much last week with my Mom's visit and I haven't stopped since she left. I don't want to miss out on anything so I just keep going even though I am in agony. I need to learn to pace myself and be honest when I have done too much. But I never want to be the person that complaines
We had some special guests at Church today. We had some amazing missionaries and some friends from the past from Englewood Christian School days.
So, I have a lot to catch up on. Church the last two weeks has been incredibly amazing. I learn so much there. Pastor John Meyer is an incredible man of God. He and his wife Sue have given their entire lives to serving God. They have three beautiful girls, each with a heart for the Lord and a God, so that wha team that minister to young girls involved in prostitution in India. She shared yesterday about their ministry and I was in awh of all they do. You could see her light up when she was talking about how God has been working through her in this way. Their second daughter Katie is on the board that Melissa is serving on. And little Rachel serves the Lord with a great smile. She can't speak but she doesn't need to. She talks' through her smile and she just makes you happy when she is in the room. She has her own little ministry. She is a blessing.
Last week John was talking about faith. He quoted Warren Rearsby, "We trust His word and act on it no matter what the circumstances are or what the consequences may be. We obey God's word and believe Him to do what is right and best". I took a picture of the slide. Our working definition of faith is fully trusting in the promises of the unseen God, so that whether safe and secure OR scared and uncertain, I know He loves me and only wants His best for me. (The object of my faith is God and His revelation to me in the Bible). Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. I love that! I need to remember that in every step I take of every day. God loves me and only wants what is best for me. He has my entire life, every breath, every step all taken care of.
Today is one of those days that I need to remember this. I was doing my taxes a week or so ago and found we were going to get a refund! I was thrilled. Then, I remembered I had one more paper that I had to input. The information was from our home on Charlemont. The bank and released us from the second mortgage. We didn't ask them to do this, but they did it anyway. So, when I input that information into the taxes that showed an income three times what we make in a year! NOW, according this, we owe the IRS almost $4,000. I was in an immediate panic and started crying. I didn't know what to do. I have an appoitnment today at 1pm with a tax person and am praying she can figure this out. However, I know that God has it all worked out and whatever will be will be! I am not going to fret about it at all. If we owe, we owe and God will take care of it all. I have to have peace and faith.
Ephesians 1:11 says, In Him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of Him who works all things according to the counsel of His will. Acts 4:28 to do whatever your hand and your plan had predestined to take place.
With the way life has been in the last few years I have had time where I have asked how much longer Lord? How long do we have to be in this season of uncertaintly? What am I supposed to be learning through this? Am I missing something? I am trying to let go and let God be in control, but it is so hard at times. I need to have the attitude that no matter how frightened I feel, no matter how things appear, I will walk forward in the Spirit by faith, fearlessly. I need to live by FAITH ... not by fear.
I am thankful for a Church with a Pastor that teaches us this very thing. Being in Church yesterday I was in awe of several missionaries who are living by faith in such an amazing way! Some are taking small children and moving to another country to serve the Lord, others have been serving for years in another country ... that blows me away. I don't feel God has called me to leave the country and serve but has planted me here in my current situation to be a missionary where I live. When I am at the grocery store, when I am serving in my community, and especially when I am in my own home! People are always watching ... do I live what I believe in all that I do?
So, today I am thankful for an amazing church family ... FELLOWSHIP BIBLE CHURCH OF VENICE! I am thankful for a Pastor and his wife (John and Sue Meyer), their family and all my friends and family that I am blessed to have in my life. I am thankful for an amazing husband who really loves me for me! I am thankful for three amazing children, each who are special in their own way. I am thankful for a God who loves me in spite of myself. I am blessed. Today I am going to enjoy the small blessings because I don't want to miss a thing God has for me! And as Pastor John says, "It's good stuff!"
Have a blessed Monday!
We had some special guests at Church today. We had some amazing missionaries and some friends from the past from Englewood Christian School days.
So, I have a lot to catch up on. Church the last two weeks has been incredibly amazing. I learn so much there. Pastor John Meyer is an incredible man of God. He and his wife Sue have given their entire lives to serving God. They have three beautiful girls, each with a heart for the Lord and a God, so that wha team that minister to young girls involved in prostitution in India. She shared yesterday about their ministry and I was in awh of all they do. You could see her light up when she was talking about how God has been working through her in this way. Their second daughter Katie is on the board that Melissa is serving on. And little Rachel serves the Lord with a great smile. She can't speak but she doesn't need to. She talks' through her smile and she just makes you happy when she is in the room. She has her own little ministry. She is a blessing.
Last week John was talking about faith. He quoted Warren Rearsby, "We trust His word and act on it no matter what the circumstances are or what the consequences may be. We obey God's word and believe Him to do what is right and best". I took a picture of the slide. Our working definition of faith is fully trusting in the promises of the unseen God, so that whether safe and secure OR scared and uncertain, I know He loves me and only wants His best for me. (The object of my faith is God and His revelation to me in the Bible). Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. I love that! I need to remember that in every step I take of every day. God loves me and only wants what is best for me. He has my entire life, every breath, every step all taken care of.
Today is one of those days that I need to remember this. I was doing my taxes a week or so ago and found we were going to get a refund! I was thrilled. Then, I remembered I had one more paper that I had to input. The information was from our home on Charlemont. The bank and released us from the second mortgage. We didn't ask them to do this, but they did it anyway. So, when I input that information into the taxes that showed an income three times what we make in a year! NOW, according this, we owe the IRS almost $4,000. I was in an immediate panic and started crying. I didn't know what to do. I have an appoitnment today at 1pm with a tax person and am praying she can figure this out. However, I know that God has it all worked out and whatever will be will be! I am not going to fret about it at all. If we owe, we owe and God will take care of it all. I have to have peace and faith.
Ephesians 1:11 says, In Him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of Him who works all things according to the counsel of His will. Acts 4:28 to do whatever your hand and your plan had predestined to take place.
With the way life has been in the last few years I have had time where I have asked how much longer Lord? How long do we have to be in this season of uncertaintly? What am I supposed to be learning through this? Am I missing something? I am trying to let go and let God be in control, but it is so hard at times. I need to have the attitude that no matter how frightened I feel, no matter how things appear, I will walk forward in the Spirit by faith, fearlessly. I need to live by FAITH ... not by fear.
I am thankful for a Church with a Pastor that teaches us this very thing. Being in Church yesterday I was in awe of several missionaries who are living by faith in such an amazing way! Some are taking small children and moving to another country to serve the Lord, others have been serving for years in another country ... that blows me away. I don't feel God has called me to leave the country and serve but has planted me here in my current situation to be a missionary where I live. When I am at the grocery store, when I am serving in my community, and especially when I am in my own home! People are always watching ... do I live what I believe in all that I do?
So, today I am thankful for an amazing church family ... FELLOWSHIP BIBLE CHURCH OF VENICE! I am thankful for a Pastor and his wife (John and Sue Meyer), their family and all my friends and family that I am blessed to have in my life. I am thankful for an amazing husband who really loves me for me! I am thankful for three amazing children, each who are special in their own way. I am thankful for a God who loves me in spite of myself. I am blessed. Today I am going to enjoy the small blessings because I don't want to miss a thing God has for me! And as Pastor John says, "It's good stuff!"
Have a blessed Monday!
Friday, February 15, 2013
February 15, 2013
Happy Friday morning. Today is a little cooler and very damp and rainy today. The clouds are covering the sun and everything is wet from all the rain yesterday. I love days like this, however my back and body do not. I feel like I am out of my routine regarding time with the Lord. I enjoyed my visit with Mom, but feel like I messed up regarding my time with God. I have to be careful that life's clutter doesn't get in the way of my relationship with God. I am NOT saying that Mom's visit is clutter! I cherrish that time with her, but I need to continue spending time with God each day to refuel and prepare for His leadership and direction for each and every day. Today I am back in the routine. I cherrish this time in the mornings. Daniel and Jannine are at school, Jeff is at work, and David is sleeping. The dogs are in their kennels, the tv's are off ... the house is quiet as I listen to Brian Hardin of the Daily Audio Bible.
Yesterday was Valentine's Day. I had a wonderful time with my sweet hubby, my very best friend. Unfortunately, the boys had to work, but Jannine was home with us. We had steak for supper along with baked potatoe, and veggies. Jeff grilled the steaks in the rain! After super Jeff gave me a beautiful card, some candy and a solar powered rose. The flower charges during the day and glows by night. The beauty of the rose today just outside my bedroom window is refreshing. It stands perfectly straight and the beauty catches you eye. Then tonight it will glow when everything else is dark around it. It makes me think that we as Christians should be the same as this rose. We should be pleasant, refreshing, and stand out for the Lord. We should glow the love of God! The pedals are soft as we should be soft and loving to those who are around us. We should stand firm, knowing that God expects us to not be of the world. But, we need to love those around us and share God's love with everyone we meet. I strongly believe that actions speak louder than words. We need to LIVE what we believe no matter where we are! In the grocery store, in our job, running errands and even more importantly at HOME! We aren't perfect, we need to ask forgiveness when we make a mistake, and we must stay connected to God to refuel and follow His directions.
We must always remember that God is God, GOd is good all the time and His purposes are right. Deuteronomy 32:39 SAYS, See now that I, evene I, am he, and there is no God besides me; I kill and I make alive; I wound and I heal; and there is noen that can dliver out of my hand.
I am thankful that God has it all under control. I just need to STOP take time and listen to His direction. So, it is important that I spend time with Him each and every day so I can hear his instruction for me.
So, today, stop and enjoy the blessings of the day today. If you don't enjoy the small daily blessings you cannot truly appreciate the big ones and might even miss them. I want all the best God has for me and my family! Have a great and blessed day!
Yesterday was Valentine's Day. I had a wonderful time with my sweet hubby, my very best friend. Unfortunately, the boys had to work, but Jannine was home with us. We had steak for supper along with baked potatoe, and veggies. Jeff grilled the steaks in the rain! After super Jeff gave me a beautiful card, some candy and a solar powered rose. The flower charges during the day and glows by night. The beauty of the rose today just outside my bedroom window is refreshing. It stands perfectly straight and the beauty catches you eye. Then tonight it will glow when everything else is dark around it. It makes me think that we as Christians should be the same as this rose. We should be pleasant, refreshing, and stand out for the Lord. We should glow the love of God! The pedals are soft as we should be soft and loving to those who are around us. We should stand firm, knowing that God expects us to not be of the world. But, we need to love those around us and share God's love with everyone we meet. I strongly believe that actions speak louder than words. We need to LIVE what we believe no matter where we are! In the grocery store, in our job, running errands and even more importantly at HOME! We aren't perfect, we need to ask forgiveness when we make a mistake, and we must stay connected to God to refuel and follow His directions.
We must always remember that God is God, GOd is good all the time and His purposes are right. Deuteronomy 32:39 SAYS, See now that I, evene I, am he, and there is no God besides me; I kill and I make alive; I wound and I heal; and there is noen that can dliver out of my hand.
I am thankful that God has it all under control. I just need to STOP take time and listen to His direction. So, it is important that I spend time with Him each and every day so I can hear his instruction for me.
So, today, stop and enjoy the blessings of the day today. If you don't enjoy the small daily blessings you cannot truly appreciate the big ones and might even miss them. I want all the best God has for me and my family! Have a great and blessed day!
Thursday, February 14, 2013
February 14, 2013
Happy Valentine's Day! Love is in the air, or is it? There is no love in the air when you have a teenager in the house. He doesn't care what holiday it is. I have three amazing children but one of them is a teenager and raising a teenager is one of the hardest jobs there is. I try not to take it personally but it still hurts. Driving home from dropping him off at school I started thinking how Jesus must feel when we act like that to Him. He gave His life for us, and then we ignor Him. We are often rude and use His name in vain. How His heart must break when we act that way.
My verse of the day is Matthew 16:15-16 which says, He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?" Simon Peter replied, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God." Do we love Him? Do we curse Him? Do we ignor Him? Do we have a relationship with Him?
Satan works hard to make sure that life get's too busy for us to spend time in the Word. Ephesians 6:12 says, For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rules, against the authroities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. 2 Corinthians 10: 4-5 For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but have divine power to destroy strongholds. We destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of God, and take every thought captive to obey Christ.
I haven't written for a couple of days because life has been just way too busy since Sunday afternoon. My Mother came for a visit and left early yesterday morning. It was a very fast and very busy visit, but wonderful. She came Sunday night and we just visited for a while. Then Monday morning, Jannine, David, Lauren and I went to Sarasota to have lunch with Roz. We ate at the wonderful Der Dutchman resteraunt. It is an Amish resteraunt. The food is wonderful and the atmosphere is even better. After we ate, we went upstairs and shopped in the Carlise Gift Shop and ran into Amy Palmer. After lunch we went to Roz's home and got a complete tour of Sunnyside Village where she lives. Mom is a property manager in a 55 and older community and enjoyed the tour. She is taking some of the ideas back to her property in Ohio. We then spent some time at the Sarasota Square Mall. Jannine took Mom into a photo booth and had fun taking some pictures together. She really loves her Ya Ya! About 5:30pm we headed to the Sarasota Bradenton Airport to meet up with Jeff and Daniel. Mom wanted Daniel to take her for a ride. David and Lauren headed back to Englewood while Mom, Jannine, Daniel and Jeff went for a ride in the Eskew Sky Hawk N215HR! They had a blast seeing all the beautiful lights of Sarasota from the air. It was a perfect night for flying. Then, we wrapped up the evening at Applebee's having an incredible dinner together.
We came back home got some rest and then back up Tuesday for more fun. We picked Daniel up at school and gave Mom a tour of Lemon Bay High School. We wanted her to see all the new construction. We then went to Myakka River and sat with Jannine during her lunch. Then we met up with Jeff on Dearborn and had lunch at the Mango Bistro. We then drove back to pick Jannine up from school and took Jessica home. After a power nap we headed to the South Venice Pizza Hut to meet up with some friends for supper. Matt, Lori and Nathan Phillips, Kevin, Jackie, Brad and Cody Frook, Shane, Donna, and Morgan Stewart along with their friend Jazzy, David and Erika Meadows (and baby), Tracy Williams, and of course, Jeff, Jannine and I along with Mom were there. Daniel had to work at McDonalds so he couldn't attend. And we were with David while he was working at Pizza Hut! What a precious time we had together enjoying each other's company. I have such amazing friends.
So Happy Valentine's Day. My heart is filled with LOVE as I think of all the wonderful people God has surrounded me with. I am blessed.
Dear Lord,
Please help me today and every day to appreciate all You have done for me. I do not ever want to take for granted anyone You have blessed me with in my life. I thank you Lord for the love You have given me. Thank you for always being there for me, guiding me, and loving me when I am not very lovable.
Please bless all of my family and friends with LOVE today.
In Jesus name Amen.
Don't forget, stop and enjoy the small blessings today. There is a blessing in every day! Don't miss it.
My verse of the day is Matthew 16:15-16 which says, He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?" Simon Peter replied, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God." Do we love Him? Do we curse Him? Do we ignor Him? Do we have a relationship with Him?
Satan works hard to make sure that life get's too busy for us to spend time in the Word. Ephesians 6:12 says, For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rules, against the authroities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. 2 Corinthians 10: 4-5 For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but have divine power to destroy strongholds. We destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of God, and take every thought captive to obey Christ.
I haven't written for a couple of days because life has been just way too busy since Sunday afternoon. My Mother came for a visit and left early yesterday morning. It was a very fast and very busy visit, but wonderful. She came Sunday night and we just visited for a while. Then Monday morning, Jannine, David, Lauren and I went to Sarasota to have lunch with Roz. We ate at the wonderful Der Dutchman resteraunt. It is an Amish resteraunt. The food is wonderful and the atmosphere is even better. After we ate, we went upstairs and shopped in the Carlise Gift Shop and ran into Amy Palmer. After lunch we went to Roz's home and got a complete tour of Sunnyside Village where she lives. Mom is a property manager in a 55 and older community and enjoyed the tour. She is taking some of the ideas back to her property in Ohio. We then spent some time at the Sarasota Square Mall. Jannine took Mom into a photo booth and had fun taking some pictures together. She really loves her Ya Ya! About 5:30pm we headed to the Sarasota Bradenton Airport to meet up with Jeff and Daniel. Mom wanted Daniel to take her for a ride. David and Lauren headed back to Englewood while Mom, Jannine, Daniel and Jeff went for a ride in the Eskew Sky Hawk N215HR! They had a blast seeing all the beautiful lights of Sarasota from the air. It was a perfect night for flying. Then, we wrapped up the evening at Applebee's having an incredible dinner together.
We came back home got some rest and then back up Tuesday for more fun. We picked Daniel up at school and gave Mom a tour of Lemon Bay High School. We wanted her to see all the new construction. We then went to Myakka River and sat with Jannine during her lunch. Then we met up with Jeff on Dearborn and had lunch at the Mango Bistro. We then drove back to pick Jannine up from school and took Jessica home. After a power nap we headed to the South Venice Pizza Hut to meet up with some friends for supper. Matt, Lori and Nathan Phillips, Kevin, Jackie, Brad and Cody Frook, Shane, Donna, and Morgan Stewart along with their friend Jazzy, David and Erika Meadows (and baby), Tracy Williams, and of course, Jeff, Jannine and I along with Mom were there. Daniel had to work at McDonalds so he couldn't attend. And we were with David while he was working at Pizza Hut! What a precious time we had together enjoying each other's company. I have such amazing friends.
So Happy Valentine's Day. My heart is filled with LOVE as I think of all the wonderful people God has surrounded me with. I am blessed.
Dear Lord,
Please help me today and every day to appreciate all You have done for me. I do not ever want to take for granted anyone You have blessed me with in my life. I thank you Lord for the love You have given me. Thank you for always being there for me, guiding me, and loving me when I am not very lovable.
Please bless all of my family and friends with LOVE today.
In Jesus name Amen.
Don't forget, stop and enjoy the small blessings today. There is a blessing in every day! Don't miss it.
Sunday, February 10, 2013
February 10, 2013
Happy Sunday. Today Pastor John Meyer at Fellowship Bible Church of Venice did another fabulous message. He talked in Hebrews 11 about faith. It is by faith that we believe God created the world and He created it from NOTHING. God called the world into existence. My verses of the day are Hebrews 6:11-12 which are And we desire each one of you to show the same earnestness to have the full assurance of hope until the end, so that you may not be sliggish, but imitators of those who through faith and patience inherit the promises.
A working definition of faith: Fully trusting in the promises of the unseen God, so that whether safe and secure OR scared and uncertain, I know He loves me and only wants His best for me. The object of my faith is GOD and HIS revelation to me in the BIBLE! Hebrews 11:1 says Now FAITH is the assurance of things hoped for, the CONVICTION of things not seen.
Esphesians 2:8-9 says, For by grace you have been saved through FAITH. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no none may boast.
Today in Church we had a special service and renewed our wedding vows. What a special service it was. We took tons of pictures. I love my husband so very much.
I am so excited because my Mom is coming today for a visit. I haven't seen her in almost two years. I am looking forward to a great visit with her today.
A working definition of faith: Fully trusting in the promises of the unseen God, so that whether safe and secure OR scared and uncertain, I know He loves me and only wants His best for me. The object of my faith is GOD and HIS revelation to me in the BIBLE! Hebrews 11:1 says Now FAITH is the assurance of things hoped for, the CONVICTION of things not seen.
Esphesians 2:8-9 says, For by grace you have been saved through FAITH. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no none may boast.
Today in Church we had a special service and renewed our wedding vows. What a special service it was. We took tons of pictures. I love my husband so very much.
I am so excited because my Mom is coming today for a visit. I haven't seen her in almost two years. I am looking forward to a great visit with her today.
Saturday, February 9, 2013
February 9, 2013
Happy Saturday. Today I started the day in a great deal of pain. I guess I did too much yesterday. My husband didn't get to work today AGAIN, so we enjoyed the morning just watching tv and hanging out together. My mom is coming to visit tomorrow, so we have been trying to get the house together for her visit. Jannine spent the night last night with a friend so things were so quiet around here. I missed having her around, but I did enjoy quality time with my hubby.
Todays verse was Proverbs 13:20 which says, "Whoever walks with the wise becomes wise, but the companion of fools will suffer harm."
Each day we should try to share God's love in one way or another. I don't like preaching at people. Instead I like to live a life that shows God's love through me. That is what we are supposed to do. We are to "be Jesus" to others. Colossians 1:10 says, "Walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to him, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God. Then Matthew 28:19-20 says, "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you.
So, today and every day, no matter how I feel, I need to try and live a life that is pleasing to God. Even though I am in lots of pain daily, even though I have been hurt, even though I am having a bad day ... it DOES NOT give me the right to be nasty or mean! I need to ask God to help me be the best person I can and be a blessing to everyone I meet. We all have a bad day though and pray that someone will give us mercy when we need it.
Remember, enjoy the little blessings so you can enjoy the big one's as well. God bless you.
Todays verse was Proverbs 13:20 which says, "Whoever walks with the wise becomes wise, but the companion of fools will suffer harm."
Each day we should try to share God's love in one way or another. I don't like preaching at people. Instead I like to live a life that shows God's love through me. That is what we are supposed to do. We are to "be Jesus" to others. Colossians 1:10 says, "Walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to him, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God. Then Matthew 28:19-20 says, "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you.
So, today and every day, no matter how I feel, I need to try and live a life that is pleasing to God. Even though I am in lots of pain daily, even though I have been hurt, even though I am having a bad day ... it DOES NOT give me the right to be nasty or mean! I need to ask God to help me be the best person I can and be a blessing to everyone I meet. We all have a bad day though and pray that someone will give us mercy when we need it.
Remember, enjoy the little blessings so you can enjoy the big one's as well. God bless you.
Friday, February 8, 2013
February 8, 2013
Happy Friday everyone. I have to admit today has been a weird day. My back is bothering me a bunch. Unfortunately I am stressing about stupid things. I feel the devil is working over time on me today. I went and had lunch with my little honey girl Jannine today at her school. She always makes me smile. My children and husband are so precious to me. I am thankful that we are so close.
I guess I am worried about finances a bunch. I know God will take care of everything ... yet I still worry! Why oh why do I worry? I know I shouldn't. After doing some grocery shopping this afternoon I came home and turned on the Joy FM 88.1 FM. Jayar was on this afternoon and quoted the most perfect scripture that God knew I needed to hear. Isaiah 30:15 this wonderful scripture says, For thus said the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel, "In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and in trust shall be your strength." We are to STOP and be quiet and wait on God. That is so hard for me to do, I have to admit.
Ephesians 2: 10 says For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them. We are here to work for Him! We are here for a purpose.
Today in my study it said to initiate a conversation with those the Lord brings across your path today. Ask them how their day is going. While doing that God will most likely open a door of opportunity. You can offer to pray for and or with them.
Once again, I had two opportunities to speak with people today without reading the devotion first. I love it when God works like this. I was getting gas at Sunoco tonight and mentioned to the gentleman at the next pump that I couldn't believe how expensive gas was getting. Tonight it was $3.65 per gallon. We started chatting and ended up sharing our testimonies with each other. He and his wife attend Englewood United Methodist Church, he was adopted just like me, found him birth mother and family just like me, and loves the Lord JUST LIKE ME! I found it so amazing to talk to a person I just met at the gas station and figure that we had so much in common. I love talking about the Lord. While at Jannine's school I had a wonderful conversation with a friend of mine Tammy. I was feeling kind of down today and she was able to encourage me, reminding me that the devil is working overtime to take away my joy! But, I won't let him do that.
So, tonight my hubby and I had dinner together, then came home and watched two movies together. It was a mini date night. No kids were home so it was just fun to hang out. I really love him. He is my very best friend. I am so blessed.
Day after tomorrow my Mom comes to visit and I can hardly wait. I will post pictures in my blog of some of our fun times. It will be a short but amazing visit.
So, remember to stop, slow down and enjoy the small blessings ... so you appreciate the big blessings too.
God bless!!!!
I guess I am worried about finances a bunch. I know God will take care of everything ... yet I still worry! Why oh why do I worry? I know I shouldn't. After doing some grocery shopping this afternoon I came home and turned on the Joy FM 88.1 FM. Jayar was on this afternoon and quoted the most perfect scripture that God knew I needed to hear. Isaiah 30:15 this wonderful scripture says, For thus said the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel, "In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and in trust shall be your strength." We are to STOP and be quiet and wait on God. That is so hard for me to do, I have to admit.
Ephesians 2: 10 says For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them. We are here to work for Him! We are here for a purpose.
Today in my study it said to initiate a conversation with those the Lord brings across your path today. Ask them how their day is going. While doing that God will most likely open a door of opportunity. You can offer to pray for and or with them.
Once again, I had two opportunities to speak with people today without reading the devotion first. I love it when God works like this. I was getting gas at Sunoco tonight and mentioned to the gentleman at the next pump that I couldn't believe how expensive gas was getting. Tonight it was $3.65 per gallon. We started chatting and ended up sharing our testimonies with each other. He and his wife attend Englewood United Methodist Church, he was adopted just like me, found him birth mother and family just like me, and loves the Lord JUST LIKE ME! I found it so amazing to talk to a person I just met at the gas station and figure that we had so much in common. I love talking about the Lord. While at Jannine's school I had a wonderful conversation with a friend of mine Tammy. I was feeling kind of down today and she was able to encourage me, reminding me that the devil is working overtime to take away my joy! But, I won't let him do that.
So, tonight my hubby and I had dinner together, then came home and watched two movies together. It was a mini date night. No kids were home so it was just fun to hang out. I really love him. He is my very best friend. I am so blessed.
Day after tomorrow my Mom comes to visit and I can hardly wait. I will post pictures in my blog of some of our fun times. It will be a short but amazing visit.
So, remember to stop, slow down and enjoy the small blessings ... so you appreciate the big blessings too.
God bless!!!!
Thursday, February 7, 2013
February 7, 2013
Happy Thursday morning ... The last couple of days have been a struggle for me for some reason. I am rather angry with myself. I am doing my Bible studies on living a fearless life. I am learning about living by faith. I have been faithful with my tithe and God has been blessing me and our family at every turn. Then on Tuesday something happened that has put a damper on my joy and faith. It's a silly little thing but it has been bothering me. It's like a speed bump that I didn't see and fell on my face. I keep thinking it must be the devil trying to knock me off my path of trust. I was preparing our taxes and was excited to see we would get a nice size refund. Then, I had one more entry from a bank we used to have a small second mortgage with. The bank released us from our loan amount. Back in 2008 we started a process to modify our mortgage. We, along with hundreds of thousands of other families were having a hard time keeping up with our payments. For two years I tried to get the company to work with us on our modification. I was worried about being behind on the payments but the counselor I had been assigned to said that if we made a payment it would mess up our modification. On February 1, 2010 I went to court to work out the details. I had just got a job with the Phelan McDermid Syndrom Foundation and between that job and Jeff's we were able to make our payments. The set amount was $980.51 per month, down from $1200. We made our first payment on March 1, 2010 and never missed a payment. However, in September 2010 our home was sold at auction without our knowledge. So we have been misplaced since that time. Praise the Lord God provided a home for us to live. So, long story short, the bank released us from the loan but Uncle Sam considers that as income. So, with that it takes away all of our refund and then makes us owe Uncle Sam almost $4,000. Yikes! But, once again I have to life by faith ... God didn't say oops here and I need to trust HIM. He knows what He is doing.
My verse today is I Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of God does not consist in talk but in power. I take that to mean we must walk the walk not just talk the talk. We must believe and act on that belief. So, I need not live in fear but live by faith trusting that God has this all taken care of. Psalm 31: 1-9 is a Psalm of David. In you, O Lord, do I take refuge; let me never be put to shame; in your righteousness deliver me! Incline your ear too me; rescue me speedily! Be a rock of refuge for me, a strong fortress to save me! For you are my rock and my fortress; and for your name's sake you lead me and guide me; and you take me out of the net they have hidden for me, for you are my refuge. Into your hand I commit my spirit; you have redeemed me, O Lord, faithful God. I hate those who pay regard to worthless idols, but I trust in the Lord. I will rejoice and be glad in your steadfast love, because you have seen my affliction; you have known the distress of my soul. and you have not delivered me into the hand of the enemy; you have set my feet in a broad place. Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am in distress; my eye is wasted from grief; my soul and my body also. It goes on to speak of how weak we are as humans. My favorite verse is 14 and 15, But I trust in you, O Lord; I say, "YOU ARE MY GOD." My times are in your hand; rescue me from the hand of my enemies and from my persecutors!
He loves us! We are His children crying out and HE WON'T FORGET about us! He takes care of us. Even though we were once slaves to the spirit and lived according to the lust of our flesh, carrying out our own desires ... HE still loves us! He still rescues us. Our minds get clouded with our own sin. We can't see the forest for the trees sometimes. God has been showing me every time I turn around that He has everything under control. And yet, as I was doing my taxes and found myself in a panic, I forgot what He has done. I ask God to help me see what He has done and remind me to share His blessings with others. I don't mean to brag about what God has done. I mean to share and encourage others by sharing how He has worked in our own lives.
I Peter 1:6-9 says that we are to rejoice, even in the trials. These trials are a test of our faith and they are more precious than gold! Even though we have not seen Him, we love Him, we believe in Him and we rejoice that He loves and cares for us.
The trials are most often not fun. However, we learn so much from them if we let God work through them. I know over the years there have been so many trials. There has been so much hurt and pain but I have survived those times and am a better person for them. One of the worst times in my life was back in 2001. We were pregnant with our third precious gift from Heaven ... a child. We had our two precious boys and were caring for a family member, a precious little girl. We, of course, were praying for a daughter of our own. I happened to stop in the doctors office to pick up more vitamins and mentioned to the doctor I didn't feel very well. He took me into the exam room and did an ultra sound only to find out our precious baby had died. I was devastated ... I remember my heart sinking and my entire body just aching. Jeff was in Tampa at work and unreachable. I felt so all alone. I called my Mom, who called my Sister and our Pastor's wife Mrs. Metts. I got home and they met me there to just love me through this time. The next day I had to go to the hospital for the D&C. My Sister drove me to the hospital and my precious husband Jeff met me there. We spoke through the night trying to figure out what happened and why. While in recovery I woke to a bald headed older gentleman. My immediate thought was why God would you give me a man to care for me right now. I needed someone who would understand my tears. But God knew He was perfect to care for me. He said, "I know you need your husband and will go get him righ tnow for you." He then explained that he and his wife had lost SEVERAL children to miscarriage. He was so wonderful and talked to Jeff about what to expect from my recovery and just told him to love me and let me cry. He said to allow ourselves time to grieve because we had plans for this child and we needed time to do so. God knew this was the perfect nurse to guide us through this process. Later that year the world experienced 911 then on September 22, 2001 my Mother suddenly went home to be with the Lord! So much loss... it was over whelming. However, I learned that when someone was suffering I needed to wrap my arms around them and love them. Sometimes that is all that a person needs. I need to be sensitive to others. Even though they may have a smile on their face, they may be dying inside.
Today I got to spend a few more hours with my dear friend recovering from surgery. I cherrish this time with her and we have been able to share our heart with each other. I am thankful this friendship has been renewed and we plan to do more together with our families in the coming months. I am sorry she had to go through this, but thankful for this precious time with both needed.
Take time and let someone know you love them. Let them know they are not alone. And as I always say, stop ... slow down... appreciate the little blessings so you don't miss the big ones! Praise God no matter where you are in life and remember He didn't say oops! He is carrying you, those are the foot steps you see in the sand. We can do nothing without HIM!
Have a wonderful day and God bless.
My verse today is I Corinthians 4:20 For the kingdom of God does not consist in talk but in power. I take that to mean we must walk the walk not just talk the talk. We must believe and act on that belief. So, I need not live in fear but live by faith trusting that God has this all taken care of. Psalm 31: 1-9 is a Psalm of David. In you, O Lord, do I take refuge; let me never be put to shame; in your righteousness deliver me! Incline your ear too me; rescue me speedily! Be a rock of refuge for me, a strong fortress to save me! For you are my rock and my fortress; and for your name's sake you lead me and guide me; and you take me out of the net they have hidden for me, for you are my refuge. Into your hand I commit my spirit; you have redeemed me, O Lord, faithful God. I hate those who pay regard to worthless idols, but I trust in the Lord. I will rejoice and be glad in your steadfast love, because you have seen my affliction; you have known the distress of my soul. and you have not delivered me into the hand of the enemy; you have set my feet in a broad place. Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am in distress; my eye is wasted from grief; my soul and my body also. It goes on to speak of how weak we are as humans. My favorite verse is 14 and 15, But I trust in you, O Lord; I say, "YOU ARE MY GOD." My times are in your hand; rescue me from the hand of my enemies and from my persecutors!
He loves us! We are His children crying out and HE WON'T FORGET about us! He takes care of us. Even though we were once slaves to the spirit and lived according to the lust of our flesh, carrying out our own desires ... HE still loves us! He still rescues us. Our minds get clouded with our own sin. We can't see the forest for the trees sometimes. God has been showing me every time I turn around that He has everything under control. And yet, as I was doing my taxes and found myself in a panic, I forgot what He has done. I ask God to help me see what He has done and remind me to share His blessings with others. I don't mean to brag about what God has done. I mean to share and encourage others by sharing how He has worked in our own lives.
I Peter 1:6-9 says that we are to rejoice, even in the trials. These trials are a test of our faith and they are more precious than gold! Even though we have not seen Him, we love Him, we believe in Him and we rejoice that He loves and cares for us.
The trials are most often not fun. However, we learn so much from them if we let God work through them. I know over the years there have been so many trials. There has been so much hurt and pain but I have survived those times and am a better person for them. One of the worst times in my life was back in 2001. We were pregnant with our third precious gift from Heaven ... a child. We had our two precious boys and were caring for a family member, a precious little girl. We, of course, were praying for a daughter of our own. I happened to stop in the doctors office to pick up more vitamins and mentioned to the doctor I didn't feel very well. He took me into the exam room and did an ultra sound only to find out our precious baby had died. I was devastated ... I remember my heart sinking and my entire body just aching. Jeff was in Tampa at work and unreachable. I felt so all alone. I called my Mom, who called my Sister and our Pastor's wife Mrs. Metts. I got home and they met me there to just love me through this time. The next day I had to go to the hospital for the D&C. My Sister drove me to the hospital and my precious husband Jeff met me there. We spoke through the night trying to figure out what happened and why. While in recovery I woke to a bald headed older gentleman. My immediate thought was why God would you give me a man to care for me right now. I needed someone who would understand my tears. But God knew He was perfect to care for me. He said, "I know you need your husband and will go get him righ tnow for you." He then explained that he and his wife had lost SEVERAL children to miscarriage. He was so wonderful and talked to Jeff about what to expect from my recovery and just told him to love me and let me cry. He said to allow ourselves time to grieve because we had plans for this child and we needed time to do so. God knew this was the perfect nurse to guide us through this process. Later that year the world experienced 911 then on September 22, 2001 my Mother suddenly went home to be with the Lord! So much loss... it was over whelming. However, I learned that when someone was suffering I needed to wrap my arms around them and love them. Sometimes that is all that a person needs. I need to be sensitive to others. Even though they may have a smile on their face, they may be dying inside.
Today I got to spend a few more hours with my dear friend recovering from surgery. I cherrish this time with her and we have been able to share our heart with each other. I am thankful this friendship has been renewed and we plan to do more together with our families in the coming months. I am sorry she had to go through this, but thankful for this precious time with both needed.
Take time and let someone know you love them. Let them know they are not alone. And as I always say, stop ... slow down... appreciate the little blessings so you don't miss the big ones! Praise God no matter where you are in life and remember He didn't say oops! He is carrying you, those are the foot steps you see in the sand. We can do nothing without HIM!
Have a wonderful day and God bless.
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
February 6, 2013
Happy Wednesday! It's hump day ... the weekend is just around the corner again. Today I am staying close to home and getting things accomplished here that I need to do. I am behind in my Bible reading and study so I wanted to focus on this early in the day. I took Daniel to school today and on the way we stopped at Dunkin Donuts. He bought me a coffee for taking him to school... so sweet. I ordered a medium Iced Carmel Latte with 4 splenda ... YUMMY! While driving Daniel to school I took a sip of my yummy coffee. UGH, there was no splenda in my coffee or in the bag. So, on my way home from dropping Daniel off I went back through the drive thru and asked for the splenda. They were gracious and apologized for the error and gave me the splenda. I put that in my coffee and headed for home. UGH, even with the splenda I realized this was not the iced carmel latte that I ordered. I made a U turn and went back a third time and explained this was not what I ordered. They were very kind and gave me a corrected LARGE iced carmel latte and more splenda. I could have gotten mad and thrown a huge fit, but I didn't. It was a mistake and if I had lost my cool what kind of testimony would I have shown. Prior to being in God's Word and feeling so much closer to Him lately, I would have probably been very angry about the errors. If I had yelled, what would it have done anyway? I would loose my testimony and ruin someone's day maybe. And for what reason?
My You Version verse for the day is Matthew 7:12 "So whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets." I find it so funny that frequently whatever God has laid on my heart to talk about is related to whatever the study or verse of the day is. I hadn't read this until after I wrote the above paragraph. That's awesome!
Psalm 19:9 says, the fear of the Lord is clean, enduring forever; the rules of the Lord are ture, and righteous altogether. Psalm 111:10 says The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all those who practice it have a good understanding. His praise endures forever! Proverbs 1:7 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction. Proverbs 14: 26 - 27 In the fear of the Lord one has strong confidence, and his children will have a refuge. The fear of the Lord is a fountain of life, that one may turn away fromt he snares of death. Proverbs 15:16 Better is a little with the fear of the Lord than great tresure and trouble with it.
What we have to do is ask ourselves, Who do we serve? Joshua 24:15 clearly states that we are to figure out who we are going to serve! Matthew 6:9-10 says, "Your kingdom come, YOUR WILL BE DONE, on earth as it is in heaven! Do you believe that or is it just a prayer we recite with no connection? Galatians 2:20 says, I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
Exodus 23: 20-33 talks about the conquest of Canaan promised. I find it so awesome how God says clearly that he sent an agel before them to guard then on the way to the place that He had prepared! He sends His angels today to protect us ... the Holy Spirit guides us if we listen. We have won whatever battle we face because God is in charge. He promises to care for us and provide all our needs as long as we listen and obey His instruction.
A good friend of mine lost her Mother-in-love last night. Nan went home to be with the Lord after a long battle of health issues. My sweet friend took such good care of her for several years and made her last days on earth as wonderful as humanly possible. I know today she is aching and wondering if she did enough ... but she did! God has given her the ability to help people and love them. She gives until there is nothing left to give. She is the perfect example of living the life so that others can see God in what they do and say.
Stop and enjoy the little blessings today so you can completely enjoy the large blessings when they arrive. Take a moment and call the friend God laid on your heart today. We aren't promised tomorrow ... maybe they need to hear Christ through your voice and words today. Matthew 24:36 clearly states, "But concerning that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but the Father only!" Psalm 103:15 -16 says, as for man, his days are like grass; he flourishes like a flower of the field for the wind passes over it and it is gone and its place knows it no more. We are here a short time and yet we have so much we need to do while we are here. So take the time ... be a blessing. Let people know you love them and appreciate them. Stop and smell the roses ... a beautiful blessing God created for you today to enjoy.
My You Version verse for the day is Matthew 7:12 "So whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets." I find it so funny that frequently whatever God has laid on my heart to talk about is related to whatever the study or verse of the day is. I hadn't read this until after I wrote the above paragraph. That's awesome!
Psalm 19:9 says, the fear of the Lord is clean, enduring forever; the rules of the Lord are ture, and righteous altogether. Psalm 111:10 says The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all those who practice it have a good understanding. His praise endures forever! Proverbs 1:7 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction. Proverbs 14: 26 - 27 In the fear of the Lord one has strong confidence, and his children will have a refuge. The fear of the Lord is a fountain of life, that one may turn away fromt he snares of death. Proverbs 15:16 Better is a little with the fear of the Lord than great tresure and trouble with it.
What we have to do is ask ourselves, Who do we serve? Joshua 24:15 clearly states that we are to figure out who we are going to serve! Matthew 6:9-10 says, "Your kingdom come, YOUR WILL BE DONE, on earth as it is in heaven! Do you believe that or is it just a prayer we recite with no connection? Galatians 2:20 says, I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
Exodus 23: 20-33 talks about the conquest of Canaan promised. I find it so awesome how God says clearly that he sent an agel before them to guard then on the way to the place that He had prepared! He sends His angels today to protect us ... the Holy Spirit guides us if we listen. We have won whatever battle we face because God is in charge. He promises to care for us and provide all our needs as long as we listen and obey His instruction.
A good friend of mine lost her Mother-in-love last night. Nan went home to be with the Lord after a long battle of health issues. My sweet friend took such good care of her for several years and made her last days on earth as wonderful as humanly possible. I know today she is aching and wondering if she did enough ... but she did! God has given her the ability to help people and love them. She gives until there is nothing left to give. She is the perfect example of living the life so that others can see God in what they do and say.
Stop and enjoy the little blessings today so you can completely enjoy the large blessings when they arrive. Take a moment and call the friend God laid on your heart today. We aren't promised tomorrow ... maybe they need to hear Christ through your voice and words today. Matthew 24:36 clearly states, "But concerning that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but the Father only!" Psalm 103:15 -16 says, as for man, his days are like grass; he flourishes like a flower of the field for the wind passes over it and it is gone and its place knows it no more. We are here a short time and yet we have so much we need to do while we are here. So take the time ... be a blessing. Let people know you love them and appreciate them. Stop and smell the roses ... a beautiful blessing God created for you today to enjoy.
Have a wonderful day! RIP Nan ... today you are in the arms of Jesus, living pain free, breathing easy and joined together again with your husband. See you when we get there!
February 5, 2013
What a beautiful Tuesday it is! The weather is starting to get a little warmer now ... so I guess the air conditioning is going to have to go back on today or tomorrow. I spent another wonderful day with my friend who is recoving from surgery. I just love those days to visit and catch up.
While I was there I started doing my taxes. I was doing really well and excited to see that we were getting a large refund. But then, I put in one more piece of information and hit the button to find I owe the IRS almost $4,000. How did that happen? My immediate human reaction was to freak out. But, I was quickly reminded that God is in control and He will take care of this situation just as He always done. God never says oops!
So many times in life things happen and we wonder why. It isn't fair? Why is someone else doing so well and we are struggling? But, is that really true? We don't really know what is going on in someone else's home. I hope that when I go out and do my errands that others do not see the struggles I am dealing with. I need to be happy and at peace because I am representing my Lord. I give my burdens to HIM and I just keep moving forward, doing the best that I can with what I have been given.
I think about our financial situation, Jeff's job, our living arrangement, our home being taken away, my health, and the list goes on. However, for whatever reason I am where I am because that is where God wants me right now. I am human so I do question but I have a peace like I have never had before.
Life is not easy, but this life is not what it is all about! Isaiah 41: 13- 14 says For I, the Lord your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, "fear not, I am the one who helps you." Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I am the one who helps you, declares the Lord; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel. Isaiah 43:1 says But now thus says the Lord, he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. Isaiah 51: 7 says "Listen to me, you who know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear not the reproach of man, nor be dismayed at their revilings. We have been created to do His will. We don't deserve anything good! We deserve wrath and we deserve death!
Matthew24:3- 14 talks about the end times. There will be wars and rumor of wars. There will be earthquakes. People will hate us because we love Him! All of these things must happen so the end times will come.
Psalm 29 talks about the Lord's voice and His power. The Lord loves us and we are His children. So knowing this should give us great peace and rest because He has everything under control.
All this being said and written we must continually remind ourselves that we are here on this earth to serve HIM! We are to show His love and compassion in all that we do and say. I heard an awesome song on the Joy FM 88.1 today titled "Let them see YOU" by Colton Dixon. This song says ... Let them see YOU in me! Here is the link to the song on You Tube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8Be1on3JHk&ytsession=mill_ORnMv2hywJ_hYzNXUW5WWHdcYM4vyZEotHf3_QCbOKNxd3xh8GmwcntGg6tXO4-tQI4LJKSE7DqHtuVvSfftoZvmeDQQRP-p4t2Lzwgtzh7McUsx92Jo4XUvHfNgeMQylUtn9lsUp0SOjdShc5H-uL6PE9U_-s-apyydPXadx1cDFzwCu0Ii_l4GPEzV2QPdAKRJlhU4rCVwP2W5o1XEEEuBR6Rt7wrqr8mSr0
Take time and listen to the words of this song and read the lyrics as he sings it. I wish I had a better link than what I posted, but at least this is the link. It is amazing.
So remember today, stop and enjoy the small blessings so you can truly appreciate the big blessings and Let everyone see God in you today.
While I was there I started doing my taxes. I was doing really well and excited to see that we were getting a large refund. But then, I put in one more piece of information and hit the button to find I owe the IRS almost $4,000. How did that happen? My immediate human reaction was to freak out. But, I was quickly reminded that God is in control and He will take care of this situation just as He always done. God never says oops!
So many times in life things happen and we wonder why. It isn't fair? Why is someone else doing so well and we are struggling? But, is that really true? We don't really know what is going on in someone else's home. I hope that when I go out and do my errands that others do not see the struggles I am dealing with. I need to be happy and at peace because I am representing my Lord. I give my burdens to HIM and I just keep moving forward, doing the best that I can with what I have been given.
I think about our financial situation, Jeff's job, our living arrangement, our home being taken away, my health, and the list goes on. However, for whatever reason I am where I am because that is where God wants me right now. I am human so I do question but I have a peace like I have never had before.
Life is not easy, but this life is not what it is all about! Isaiah 41: 13- 14 says For I, the Lord your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, "fear not, I am the one who helps you." Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I am the one who helps you, declares the Lord; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel. Isaiah 43:1 says But now thus says the Lord, he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. Isaiah 51: 7 says "Listen to me, you who know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear not the reproach of man, nor be dismayed at their revilings. We have been created to do His will. We don't deserve anything good! We deserve wrath and we deserve death!
Matthew24:3- 14 talks about the end times. There will be wars and rumor of wars. There will be earthquakes. People will hate us because we love Him! All of these things must happen so the end times will come.
Psalm 29 talks about the Lord's voice and His power. The Lord loves us and we are His children. So knowing this should give us great peace and rest because He has everything under control.
All this being said and written we must continually remind ourselves that we are here on this earth to serve HIM! We are to show His love and compassion in all that we do and say. I heard an awesome song on the Joy FM 88.1 today titled "Let them see YOU" by Colton Dixon. This song says ... Let them see YOU in me! Here is the link to the song on You Tube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8Be1on3JHk&ytsession=mill_ORnMv2hywJ_hYzNXUW5WWHdcYM4vyZEotHf3_QCbOKNxd3xh8GmwcntGg6tXO4-tQI4LJKSE7DqHtuVvSfftoZvmeDQQRP-p4t2Lzwgtzh7McUsx92Jo4XUvHfNgeMQylUtn9lsUp0SOjdShc5H-uL6PE9U_-s-apyydPXadx1cDFzwCu0Ii_l4GPEzV2QPdAKRJlhU4rCVwP2W5o1XEEEuBR6Rt7wrqr8mSr0
Take time and listen to the words of this song and read the lyrics as he sings it. I wish I had a better link than what I posted, but at least this is the link. It is amazing.
So remember today, stop and enjoy the small blessings so you can truly appreciate the big blessings and Let everyone see God in you today.
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